what stage of transition am i at when i want to be owned like an animal and have pushed everyone away from extreme depression and at what stageof transition does the desperate need to be domesticated go away
>>42119657idk tell me if you find outt. five and a half years
>>4211965927, 2 years hrt is there any hope for me or do i rope
Idfk but its adorable lolyou should try to see if you can get any of your friends back though that being said
>>42119657Why is it this so hot? I hate that this turns me on in such a weird way. I'm literally so cooked, I didn't think I was like that. The image I mean. It'd be nice to have someone take care of me
>>42119661i don't know i'm twenty-three :( i thought by your age i would not have these thoughts....not to make you feel bad
>>42119657floret spotted
>>42119800>adorabletry pathetic and sad and beneath me, i hate it, i hate being needy and i hate being so emotionally rabid.>see if you can get any friends backno i think i burnt all those bridges.>>42119884>five years at 23Yep, im thinking i'm killing myselft. knew she was trans at 14 and then waited till 18 to be told "no" and then finally had the guts to transition at an age older than you are now>>42119893stupid stories of wish fulfilment that will never be real
>>42119657Is it possible to find a chaser bf who will domesticate you and keep you safe?
>>42119922i was beat too much too young to really ever know safety and i suspect that finding anyone that would put in the effort to do all that will be ugly or incompatible with me and i'd never be able to find anything other than miserable compromise
>>42119893nta but reading hdg has literally cooked my mental health. like it was already bad but now i go through binges of reading those goddamn stories with breaks to sob about being so completely alone all the time ;-;
>>42119934fortunately a lot of them are straight up just awfully written outside of the first but yeah its a bit of a >oh so im THAT unloved nowwake up call every time you get to the sappy sections
>>42119932>beat too much too young to really ever know safetyI'm sorry anon :(>I suspect that finding anyone that would put in the effort to do all that will be ugly or incompatible with me and i'd never be ableKinda something similar happened with me, he wasn't ugly but he turned out to be extremely mentally ill and fucked me over. Idk if I can trust anyone like that again. He wasn't into puppy stuff, but said he'd take care of me
>>42120020>Kinda something similar happened with me, he wasn't ugly but he turned out to be extremely mentally ill and fucked me over. Idk if I can trust anyone like that again. He wasn't into puppy stuff, but said he'd take care of mei figure as much, everyone on this planet is ultimately self interested, taking care of a human being like a pet would only be done out of some desire to fuck up a vulnerable person even more.>I'm sorry anon :(people keep telling me they're sorry for my situation, but it never does anything to change it nor make me feel better
>>42119657It’s ok anon, you can get in your puppy cage. It will have lots of pillows and fairy lights for you. I promise to let you out every morning. Give you lots of food and attention. You will be such a beautiful pet.
But trans isn't mental illness, right fellas?
>>42120029This is the exact mindset I came across when trying to help other tranners. When you aren’t vulnerable you are seen as a threatening other. The communal mindset means anyone that is independent is a zero sum thinker and must be viewed with disdain. I just get to be the tranner that remains alone forever and doesnt fit in with anyone.
>>42120334You know I was once a chud before I transitioned. You are probably a cute twink if you are here honestly. Its ok, buying some thigh highs for yourself.
>>42119657that is the cringest text ever
>>42120396Just think these are the same people who feverishly proclaim they're not doing this for a fetish
>>42120465its very infantile in a creepy way as if theyve never tried to grow out of the mindset of a teenager or a child
>>42119657That's called trauma. You feel helpless and therefore fetishize someone taking over your life. It will go away when, or better, if you manage to get your life in order.
