just realised that that one time i was 11 and my cousins pined me down and forcefully inserted objects into me i was actually raped and that the gay and tranny thoughts began right after thathow’s y’all’s christmas going?
That's not where hsts (trutrans) comes from
idk it came right after that happened
>>42119962>trutrans is when you transition as a dating strategy
I'm also a raped transgender and yeah idk rape might have something to do with how I make sense of gender but there's also a bunch of other factors at play so mmmmmmmwhooooocares?
>>42120081i don’t really care if it has anything to do with it, it’s more that i didn’t really realise how fucked up it was until i saw them today and started connecting the dots in mi head
>>42120015I bet you did too fag
>>42120114We often don't fully grasp the gravity of childhood abuse until much later in life, it can be quite disturbing when it truly hits you
>>42120081Nope, once your brain internalizes womanhood and your dysphoria becomes permanent, you may start to see other factors as causing your tranny thoughts, but that’s just your brain trying to make sense of what happened to you, they’re often not real ..
>>42120115until recently i used to jerk off to that and other bad stuff that happened to me, so i guess you’re kinda right
>>42120140I still jerk off to my own rape it's just hot to me at this point
>>42120146i guess it really makes people rotten in the brains
>>42119955i got CSA'd a couple years after my earliest tranny thoughts, so i am safe and trutrans. unfortunately im also an ugly latehon
Hot, what and where?
