I’ve now been on HRT for 4 years, and I’m still boymoding. I don’t really look like a woman, just a man with tits.Starting at 15 really wasn’t soon enough to save me. I don’t think I’ll ever be happy, but that’s probably okay.
>>42125173I'm sorry nona.I hope you got good Christmas presents today at least.
>>42125173you gotta just honmode or keep doing this until you realize youve been boymoding for 10 years (is it really boymoding at that point?)nothing actually changes on its own
>>42125184It’s ok I’m slowly accepting it more and more My sister came to visit me for a bit, so that was pretty nice. I’d consider that my gift since I don’t really see her often.
>>42125173Even if you looked like a woman youd still be a man pretending to be a woman.
>>42126073No, I’m not a man. I just don’t look like a woman.
>>42126073She might be woman, but she'll never be a total cunt like you are.
>>42126073Well then you'd still be an edgy ass 13 year old on 4chan get the fuck out and get back to english class>>42125173plenty of cis girls look like men with tits lol. I, as a cis girl with 1 meter long hair and obviously female anatomy, still get reffered to as male all the time XDThere isn't a singular way to look perfectly and wholly 'female' as people's perception of gender is purely based upon upbringing.You'll be fine.
>>42126285Best ropefuel ever my fellow hon <3
>>42126746I mean if you kill yourself at least have a funeral setup first to make sure no one pulls shit
>>42125173I'm sorry that your brain has been diseased by this worthless shithole website and poisoned your happiness in this, the age with the best resources and tolerance for trans people that has ever existed to date. All the people who struggled and died to create this world would be saddened to hear it.
>>42127271It’s no one’s fault but my own, unfortunately. I’ve spent such a large portion of my life thinking this way even before I started coming here. It’s made me feel a bit better knowing I’m not the only one like this.The people who fought for my rights are probably disappointed in me, but there’s not much I can do about that except feel like a worthless neet.
>>42127421ngl I don't think sitting in the cesspit of 4chan is helping much. I've lurked ts for a while, it may seem affirming at first but it really just traps people in the same cycle of being helpless. I'm not saying go get hugboxxed to oblivion; that does the same thing, but 4chan is an ass place to find long-term community.also most trans people who were fighting for their rights were entirely non-passing. It'd be impossible for them to get GAC since it both didn't exist and couldn't be prescribed. I can guarrantee you've gone miles further than they could have imagined.
