I wish my desire to be a woman were actually genuine and authentic, instead of superficial, sporadic and self imposed
>>42126367Boredom, lack of having a father, overly attachment to your mother, agp fetish, first world problems.
>>42126397What if I have a busy life, a loving father, am very independent, and have no agp?
>>42126419Then you should post pic immediately
>>42126510What pic? I just look like a man, because I really am just a man
>>42126367What is more genuine and authentic? Your life as it is now is a result of decisions that were superficial and sporadic. Buildings rose and fell for such reasons. You were probably created by mistake. Art is sometimes the product of accident. Make something beautiful out of yourself, whether you're sure or not. Is anything more genuine and authentic than following your heart, your whims, or even defying them through sheer will?
>>42126566That's all beautifully said, but I was referring to the fact that these desires aren't something I should act upon. I know they will do me more harm than good, but I wish that weren't the case
>>42126367same. mine is just a trend or a fetish. i wish i could be a real tranny and look hot.
>>42126681It's not even about looking hot for me. I just deeply despise myself, and this has become a scapegoat to blame my issues on
>>42126774I just wish it weren't just a scapegoat. It filled me with hope when I was still delusional enough to believe that it was the missing piece, but it very quickly became apparent how foolish I was
>>42126610>>42126774>>42126907I get what you mean. Would it really help if the feelings were authentic then? Why would you wish they were? It wouldn't get rid of your other problems, right? Do you just wish your other problems didn't harm you as much, and that gender dysphoria was something you could practically treat to make life easier? And it's disappointing that you might not be happier transitioning?
>>42129916>And it's disappointing that you might not be happier transitioning?To answer most of you questions, it's exactly this. I wish transitioning would be a way for me to become happier, but any amount of deeper introspection just reveals that I am cis and would come to hate the effects of hrt, no matter how much I currently desire them. There's also the wish that many of my issues were just a manifestation of gender dysphoria, and that treating it would improve my life, but that's unfortunately also not the case.
>>42126367trans community is so unforgiving that i don't question my motives to troon. fuck you all. if i troon out i'd do it for my personal peace of mind
