i started having dysphoric thoughts (mostly about my face structure, but some about my body now) when i was 17, first monthly, then at 18 weekly, and currently (21) about daily. its not soul crushing and i think i would be happy just twink/enbycoping for the rest of my life if it weren't for the thought of further masculinization as i age. twink death is horrific.but at the same time, while most of the effects of hrt really appeal to me (softer skin, lighter body hair, maybe some body changes), im kind of autistic about health and fitness and the thought of losing my strength and penis function and possibly permanently ruining my natural endocrine system is also pretty scary.would dht blockers help at all to reduce further masculinization, beyond just hair loss? or is it all just fucked for me if i dont go on hrt? i'm less concerned with "being a woman" and more just don't want look in the mirror and see a masculine ogre for the rest of my life (although, admittedly, i kind of cringe when i have to click "male" on forms etc)
>>42126873>would dht blockers help at all to reduce further masculinization, beyond just hair loss?maybe if you went all in on dutasteride, but probably not>although, admittedly, i kind of cringe when i have to click "male" on forms etc it's over
i also like. think i would never pass which is another disincentive for hrt. i dont even care about passing its just that other people do.im 6'2 and unfortunately the sport i am really autistically into (rock climbing) means i will always have a wider back/shoulders and skinnier legs. and id rather be dysphoric than quit desu
>>42127062>im 6'2honestly dont transition at this height
>>42126873>would dht blockers help at all to reduce further masculinization, beyond just hair loss?DHT is primarily responsible for the initial development of masculine hair (e.g. facial hair, body hair), so in theory if you use DHT blockers you may stop further hair from developing. DHT also increases things like skin oiliness, acne, sweating, and body odor, so you may very well see a reduction in those as well.Go all in on dutasteride like that other anon suggested.
