>be me>healthily depressing>go to mall with my sister>she wants to go into a clothes shop>ok>i grab some stuff to take the checkout while my sister is trying stuff on>see i twinkhon cashier>heart starts racing>chest feels like it's gonna explode>eyes become watery>i put everything on a random shelf>go outside incredibly fast>try to find a bathroom>almost collapses on the floor from the pain>my sister textes me where the fuck i went>i told her i started feeling bad, so i left for bathroom, but we can meet again outside>meet again and tell her i want to leave>she can sense something bad happened, so we leave>get home>collapse in my bedroom and cryAny advices how to cope with this? She looked like what I could have been if I didn't repped, so it hurt extra bad
fucking hell autocorrecti meant "healthily repressing"
>>42131577STOP FUCKING REPPING
>>42131584but it is already too late
>>42131590age?
>>4213160219
>>42131603booooooooofuck off and take your pills, Alice I repped at your age and regret it immensely.
I take hrt but live the exact same life. The immense envy went away after doing 5mg weekly injections
>>42131577>>healthily depressinglol>>42131581apoogle knows what's up, nona>>42131577stop repping start living, op
>>42131637But hrt is a memenobody changes from it after puberty
>>42131649My fat tits and hip growth (fucking weird for starting at 25) say otherwise.
>>42131649yeah yeah, yet 42yowifemoderanon started at 25 and is now married and happy
>>42131669Hope this will be me
>>42131668>>42131669does it rly get better? :(okkig i will look stuff up on transdiyyou only need insulin syringes and the EEn, right?
>>42131681wishing you that it is, now make sure you're on hrt and working toward your mental health and transition goals>>42131687attagirlyeah monotherapy can be done subq with insulin needles (upper outer butt had the slowest release and was far away from any big nerves), but do check with hrtgen on what the latest meta is, just in case
>>42131687It does. I do wish I had started at 17 when I first learned about HRT (I had previously visited Susan's Place at like age 12 and repped super hard because that place was awful and I didn't spend enough time there to retain anything other than fear), but 25 isn't as bad as I thought it would be. Obviously I think even the mental benefits alone from starting earlier would have been very nice. Less life as a "man.">>42131700I'm the fat-titted 25 (now 26) y.o. and I've definitely made good progress. My identity itself is kinda weird, though.
>>42131577i wonder if seeing me in public has ever caused someone to have a panic attack
Thank fuck we don't have any troons here
>>42131668So you got fatWow
Therapy anon. Figure these feelings out.
>>42132646I actually lost weight. I'm 40lbs lighter from when I started HRT.
>>42131577this is hilarious
>>42131577stop repping and troon out. i waited too long and now im sad i didnt start earlier.
>>42131603If you're having dysphoric mental breakdowns in public at 19 you're ngmi as a repper, just troon out lol
>>42131649Wow you need to get off 4chan you're literally letting memes from here ruin your whole life.
>>42131577>healthily repressing>having spastic breakdowns at 19hahaI'm not even sure you'll survive to 25 on this course, friend.
>>42131577I felt like this and fully broke at 21 after college was over. I regret not starting sooner even though I know it wasn't safe for me to do so.
Kek, reppers must look like the most transphobic people on planet earth to anyone but themselves. Not making fun of you OP I've had meltdowns in front of twinkhons too.
breakdowns are normal for repchads
