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trooning banished the creature 12/26/25(Fri)11:04:52 No.42131997

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trooning banished the creature Anonymous 12/26/25(Fri)11:04:52 No.42131997

>be me, ftm
>known since i was 11, folded to the whim of the state and didnt dare diy for 4 whole years
>any time i would step out of normie routine, think certain thoughts or feel critical enough of the powers that be i would get a weird feeling
>it grew over time, not yet on the same plane i experience reality from, not tangible to me, but there. it felt specific to me, whether it formed out of my own being or had attached itself to me i did not know
>over time it would grow, like some sort of grotesque leech. it would take form to my perspective, though it had not yet a grip on any of my five physical senses, but i could tell what it was when translated onto this plane - tall, thin, sickly, unnatural skin, not related to anything that exists within the physical 3d. i could tell when and where it moved, vaguely what it thought and how it felt.
>it would essentially pressure me out, i thought of it as some form of an attack from a different plane, but thought no further as it would trigger its presence.
>as it engorged itself upon power it started to invade the plane we functionally exist upon. i could feel it as i would if another human were behind me, hear it, and once even see it begin to take form in front of me.
>reach 15, widdle poonie me decided to start diy
>the thing started to weaken and regress planes after a few months. around month 5 it was completely gone.
>never felt it since.

anyone had a similar experience? i would go into what i think it is and what caused it, but i didnt want to essayfag.