Iv unlocked all the cool outfits in arc raiders that i wanted.. i even have the cool eyeshadow make up now... my look os complete.. all i have left to woro towards are quests and some blue prints like trail blazer and pulse mine.... I guess now im kinda...free? I can do what i want? Iv just been killing people and getting killed and having fun.. but it was weirdly more fun when the outfits were on the horizon than when i now have them... the desire ellipses the accomplishment sometimes..... Its not like when you do a test you studied for, cuz when you pass the test you stay happy for a long time. But when you unlock the outfit, the happiness isnt that great.ERGO the lesson is.... Only truly hard work rewards you with true happiness Video game "accomplishments" are not spiritually tangible, in fact rbey may even be slightly demonic, or anti soulful. They elicit the chemical reaction of success without truly accomplishing the spiritual euphoria of progress ERGO gaming is a drug and bad for you. It is my sin. My burdon to carry.Let that be a lesson to my fellow transbians. The digital nectar of success is only an illusion.
