I found out from my mom that my childhood friend (amab) who I haven't talked to since I was like 13 transitioned a few years after we lost touch and was struggling with "it" when we used to hang out in middle school and started getting weird and BPD and I didn't know how to deal with (at the time "his") behavior. And also that "she was quite attractive" last time she was sighted.It's not like I'm jealous or anything, but I do feel like I have been cheated out of something. I don't even know what it is that I was cheated out of but I want it back.Don't ghost your friends when you troon out, please. They might be more accepting of it than you think. Also if any of your amab friends were confused and sad when you got all weird and BPD on them, and you kind of disappeared on them eventually, maybe you should try to track them down on facebook or something. Even if you're married and divorced twice by now which you probably are. And ESPECIALLY if you're way, way, way too old to be here but if you're reading this you know who you are.
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>>42139285They're not going to read this and come suck your cock, bro. Let it go.
>>42139659She might though you never know
>>42139285bitches will really act like BPD absolves them of the responsibility of all of their actions; it's really crazy
Name a name if you're based>I think about that friend still
>>42139285>Don't ghost your friends when you troon out, please.too late
>>42139285me....>she was quite attractive last time she was sightednvm...
>>42139732>>42139285damn ya'll really went for the jugular on me with this one
>>42139285I went to a shitty religious school so don't trust any of the guys I really grew up with.
>>42139285>Don't ghost your friends when you troon out, pleaseUnironically very good advice.Even though I do understand why some do it.Too many troon out in a moment of mental weakness. And the initial effects of E can indeed be overwhelming. And there aren't enough resources to prepare people for that.On the other hand, from the perspective of an older tranny (by this board's standards anyway), I will say that losing touch with some of the acquaintances from one's youth is a pretty normal experience. My husband also lost touch with most of his acquaintances from his youth.People move on. It happens.
>>42139285>And ESPECIALLY if you're way, way, way too old to be here but if you're reading this you know who you are.This is me. One of my childhood friends that I met in second grade was apparently asking about me this year. In high school we played so much counter strike source and team fortress 2. One of my best memories was going into some woods outside of town with a bunch of them and getting underage crossfaded on shitty canadian mist cheap whiskey and "ironically" larping dungeons and dragons shit until 4amWe were class of 2011, I moved away and transitioned and ghosted almost everyone when highschool ended. I was scared they would all think I was a weirdo freak. But then however many months ago the only person I am still in contact with was like "Hey I ran into David the other day and he asked about you and how you were doing. He said he thinks about you sometimes". It's hard to imagine him as a 33 year old dad now but I guess I should contact him
