>be me, 7>hanging out w cousin throwing rocks at girls>joke about wanting to be a boy like him so we come up w an elaborate plan and he sticks gum in my hair>tell my mom i'm a boy when she cuts it>she gets mad and beats me half to death, never brings it up again after hospital visit>larp as a tomboy for 13 years>now a schizophrenic engineering major w 3 project cars>recently admitted to being a tranny bc being called a woman makes me want to blow my head off>mom breaks down crying on my 20th birthday >says her little girl is harsh and has no interest in having kids, doesn't know where she went wrongmfw i'm robbing this poor woman of a daughter to chase a pipe dreami can't take myself seriously and i'll never be a man. im a 5'4 foid and 100lbs sopping wetthis is the worst guilt i've ever felt in my life. why couldn't i have just been her son from the start
>>42140696>"this poor woman">beats me half to death
>>42140736it's acceptable to beat your kids in most countries outside the us and western europe
>>42140696i can help you be happy, i think i can but maybe i cant but i think i will try> parent beats me to half deathcan relate, was beaten all afternoon as a kid over lame shitapology came a decade later when i broke down one dayt. cis guy in a similar STEM field, crippled by board addiction, and unhealthy obsession of trannies (think Denzel Crocker)
but i am like the worst person to get help from, given that i have been hibernating throughout Christmas and subsisting on one 1 meal a day while the country celebrates Christmasbut hey i finally found someone as dysfunctional as me with similar intellectual capabilities
>>42140741Anon... that's a grown adult... Beating up a person who isn't fully formed in the mind and is 1/3 their strength and size... I'd hate to say it, but that's loser weirdo behavior no matter what country you're in...
>>42140772if you’re a pooner chaser i’m not your guy, i’m girlmoder and only started hrt 2 months ago if you actually want to talk drop your @
>>42140790nah i chaser mtfs
>>42140790nah i chase mtfs, but simultaneously hate myself for itshit the autocorrect learned my typing behaviour
>>42140800respectable imo, mb for assumingid probably do the same if they liked me
>>42140823maccheesemortarjust set up a new account for cord, text me at your own peril
>>42140696thats crazy lil poon. But what is crazier is you being a 100lbs frail anorexic because that screams foid behavior.if you were mtf I would say trutrans but you agp
>>42140741it's not acceptable to beat anyone up just because they did something you don't like.it's acceptable because most cultures don't even view children as people. your mother is a subhuman piece of shit.
>>42140696We're the same height and in a pretty similar situationI am also a HRT girlmoder, been on testosterone for three monthsNot sure if we're going to make it
>>42140741yeah and notice how all those countries are absolute shitholes
>>42140696Dood, be the bestest, pinkest, most wholesome, liddolest pooner you can be and stop trying to suck up to your transphobic mom, she doesn't have to live your life, you do.Bee urself
>>42140696What are your project cars anon?Also i know it sucks to hear (and as an mtf with a similar problem i dont even believe it half the time) but you have to remeber: your parents dont really love YOU they love the CONCEPT of you. How you are supposedly an extension of themselves and if you deviate from that they get upset. Thats not love, it's love is complete acceptance of the other person despite their flaws. If you were trans and they loved you theyd accept you and be happy for you. At best what your mom is doing is love in the same way you love a painting: a wonderful idea, but a static thing. If i woke up one day and my favorite album had changed id be upset, if i woke up one day and my best friend had changed id be happy for them for growing. See what im getting at?Or at least thats how i cope idk. My dad once said to me "ill always love 8 year old you more than any other version of you" and it kinda fried my brain.
>>42140696nah, shes robbing you. you dont actually owe her anything. like anything. you only owe yourself to live life as the most unapologetic version of yourself.
>>42141349Why pink? How are you guys turning pink?
>>42141538T magicMen are pinkish liddol things
