Gay sex edition>QOTT: Have you ever had gay sex?>QOTT2: Did you enjoy it?>QOTT3: If not, why?Last thread: >>42106130
QRD on this >>42143973is it a new John 50 term?
>>42144666>>QOTT: Have you ever had gay sex?Yep.I did enjoy it. Stayed with the boy for almost 4 years. Unfortunately it didn't work out because geography disagreed (he had to move and distance relationships aren't realistic).
>>42144666Never had sex of any kind. I dont talk to people irl either.
why not have gay sex and relationships without taking estrogen or having to see yourself as the female in the relationship???
>>42144851>Not repping homosexuality.Is bro retarded.
>>42144851>why not have gay sex and relationships without taking estrogenI did.>or having to see yourself as the female in the relationship?Because the brain disagrees, anon.And nothing seems to be working anymore to get the brain to shut up about it.
>>42144880maybe your brain disagreeing is just internalized homophobia
I truly dont think i'm trans but i keep coming back to the subject matter and have done so for the past 5-6 years basically ever since i've learnt what that is and what it means.Am i stupid? I dont think i want to be a woman but i read troonslop media and get in my own head about hypothetically never being able to pass if i were to troon but i have no real intention or desire to. Am i just confusionrepping? I don't know how to feel about any of it and i hadnt developed a full rounded personality through which to identify myself and my needs and wants. I mostly progress through life based on momentary flights of fancy expressed throughout my routine dictated by material reality.
>>42144666>>42141246Repeatedly reminded that I'm into more feminine men a lot of the times but can only ever see myself in one role. Nothing in common with gay men or women.
I feel like reppers actually have faulty wiring in their brains which means that nothing short of neurosirgery would fix them.At least thats what i think.
>>42144888Yeah, that's why I had two different 4+ years relationships with men. Because I have iNtErNaLiZeD hOmOpHoBia.Get real.Real life isn't tumblr and westoid goyslop.
Went on the apps, but the homos disgust me
>>42145055you feel your relationships, now at least, with men have to be regimented, you must be submissive and feminine, they dominant and masculine that's internalized homophobiayou want to emulate straight people
>>42145055Most gay people have internalized homophobia, it's just socially acceptable because they hate bottoms and feminine people and women.
>>42144920>I truly dont think i'm trans but i keep coming back to the subject matterMany such cases.Fact of the matter is that it's a fascinating topic.I can't troon out for health reasons but I also have a totally cis friend who is almost as fascinated with the topic as I am. He never contemplated doing it himself, but finds the whole thing fascinating at an intellectual level.I find it weird when he talks about it from a very cold standpoint, but I gotta admit that people like that are probably the best kind to research it. Very little bias, a lot of fascination and no interest in doing it themselves. Ideal combination.
>>42145080>you must be submissive and feminine, they dominant and masculineDoesn't describe me.You're an ideologically-driven moron. Or a fed bot. Or both, really.
>>42145080No, that's what most gay people believe. I see being feminine as it's own thing, my own thing. They're the ones who are all about *must*.
>>42145090>Most gay people have internalized homophobiaNo, they don't. You don't know that.You're here just to push an extremist agenda.
>>42145123>most gay people are self hating so I will be that way too
>>42144961>I feel like reppers actually have faulty wiring in their brainsWell duuh. That's what being trans is, very much unironically.For some transition alleviates some of the ill effects of that faulty wiring. For others, not so much. And for others transition is not possible for unrelated reasons (here's where reppers are).>nothing short of neurosirgery would fix themNeurology still has no idea where in the brain (or really where in the body) the issue is. Let alone to be able to explain whether a surgical solution can even exist. Even less so to actually make it.We're born too early for such an answer.
>>42145092What if he's just a chaser/future troon.
>>42145171I've known him for over 25 years by now. I will go out on a limb to say he would've trooned out by now if that's what he really wanted.He's not married, he can definitely afford it and has more knowledge about it than the vast majority of doctors doing trans care.Maybe he is a chaser, idk. But in the rare occasions I saw him hooking up, he did hook up with cis women. And his relatively constant FWB is also a cis woman (and I know she's cis because I had sex with her once many years ago).Sure, I suppose he could still John50, but I just strongly doubt.
>>42145159Gay men expect their partners to be self hating. That's on them.It never fucking stops either, because they think that means they can also dictate your role and who you're attracted to which doesn't fucking change even if someone is trans. So what then? If I'm gay or if I'm trans either way I'm in the same fucking position, because culturally people all seem to understand that being feminine means zero autonomy.
>>42145055You can't reason with gincel, he's here to preach, not to talk.
>>42144666god rozanov is so hot, the accent really makes it because watching him do tiktok promos aren't really the sameqott in order: have attempted twice but broke down crying both times, guess, idk anyone touching me sexually feels awful in a way i have a hard time describingfunniest thing is the second guy witnessed me acting this insane and still told me to call him back if I calmed down about it lol
i shouldnt have started estrogen
>>42144666Every time I see how fucked up and awful men are I remember how often it's women engineering it
>>42145300Why not?
>>42145265What's a gincel?>he's here to preach, not to talk.Yeah, I got that. Trouble is that that kind of preaching is way too common in queer spaces and it's just... wrong.
>>42144666i have fairly recently, i'm otherwise a very feminine homosexual man as a repper. i hate myself.
I wish i were trans.
>>42145447Whats the point of repping as a feminine gay male
>>42144666>QOTT: Have you ever had gay sex?Yes with strange Israeli man>QOTT2: Did you enjoy it?Conceptually yeah >QOTT3: If not, why?I did molly ket coke and acid and I drank a little I kind of wanted to be raped by a strange foreign man but I through up in his fuck ass trailer my friends thing I’m traumatized but I don’t think abt it much tbdesu but it was nice in some ways he made me feel like a foid and I gave him a thigh job which appeals to my agp so it was meh 4/10 he was like 40 and I was 18 sooo also that
i just want to be a girli can't take this anymore
I think most homos are more feminine than most troons, just in a really gross way
>>42145747Seeing men with gay cadence freaks me out.
>>42145410my dick is curved now. my bf cries because it rubs his prostate too well
>>42146007That sounds awesome tho.My dick.is curved by default. Is that good for gay sex?
>>42145538boyremoval from transphobic guys on grindr who dont realize theyre fucking troons
>>42146078>My dick.is curved by default. Is that good for gay sex?Different anon, but yes!It's fun both as top but especially as bottom.It does depend on the "angle" of the curve, granted. But it's a lot easier (and likely) to make the bottom cum from anal with a curved dick.
>>42146108presumably you mean a curve upwards because anything else must be awkward surely
>>42145438>What's a gincel?Gay incel, he rages all day about how he hates trannies for stealing away his precious twinks and has a bizarre fixation with gay male fertility.
>>42145538i cannot transition for a number of reasons :(
>>42145747most gays arent stereotypically faggy. The stereotype is a gay culture thing and people dont act like that unless they're part of some scene.
>>42146135>anything else must be awkward surelyThe second guy I had a relationship with had the curved slightly to his right (as he was standing). It wasn't awkward (maybe because I was in love?) - but it was a bit of negotiation when I botomed if I wanted to have an anal orgasm with him.
>>42144666 (btw... devil's numbers)>QOTT: Have you ever had gay sex?yes, many times>QOTT2: Did you enjoy it?Absolutely. My first time was when I was 53 and regretted waiting.
>>42146294every gay ive known was gay was stereotypically faggy, that might be due to closet fags not outing themselves.
>>42144666>QOTT3: If not, why?I hate the idea of having sex. Its utterly repulsing outside the idealistic version portrayed in art. I don't want to intertwine with another person. I refuse to believe people actually have sex. People get naked in front of each other with no shame and put their bodies in eachother. Its lovecraftian.
>>42146824>I refuse to believe people actually have sexYou need professional help.
>>42144851Because that's gross. I need to be female to do that and that's just how my brain works. I want a dick in my vag not my asshole.
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>>42146135Mine is curved downwards by a fair bit. Looks like that one meme of a rat being pulled on with caption guys when they send dickpics.Its decently sized so i'll take that trade off desu desu.
>>42146834>You need professional help.Think about how absurd sex is. The lead up into the act itself. The fact that humans have continued up to this point is amazing considering it.
>>42146824To me the ""idealized"" version is more disgusting
>>42147140Congratulations. You are a normal human.>>42146986>Think about how absurd sex isI just did. And now I want to wake up my boyfriend for a quickie.Thanks for making me horny, I guess.I really need a fuck now.
>>42146590>My first time was when I was 53 and regretted waiting.excuse me?
I've finally started to like myself the way I am, faults and all. Yeah I'm a faggot but whatever, I'm at peace with it now.
>>42147179Not the 53 yo.But why do you find this so hard to believe?I have an uncle who always knew he was bi but fell deeply in love with a woman at 20, married her, had children and loved her until her tragic death of a weird form of cancer.He had his first sexual encounter with a man at 49, about a year after his wife's death.It's really not that uncommon.There's plenty of us bifags out there who are not on Grindr, not "on the scene" who just lead normal lives and don't make our sexuality the core priority of our existence.Now, the anon to which you're replying might be a larp, but I am saying that it's nowhere near as improbable to be real as you may be tempted to think.Heck, I had my first boy-to-boy experience at 17, but then I fell in love with a girl at 18 and stayed with her for the next 14 years. She left me to become a nun (I wish I were joking). She went giga religious and shit.So my next boy-to-boy action came at age 33. If she hadn't left me and if not for that random hook-up at 17, I probably would've been like the 53 yo or even die without trying out gay sex.
