I’m an ftm who is bisexual and with each passing day I grow more embarrassed at the fact I havent lost my virginity considering everyone who i know has.I have no trouble dating, ive gone out both genders and have had people flirt and try to make moves onto me.but as soon as sex gets brought into the question my brain just shuts down? I feel like a deer in the headlights and have no idea how to go about it mostly because I am repulsed by my body and I’m afraid of being so vulnerable. I’m already incredibly shy when it comes to my body with people in relationships, let alone a casual hookup someone at a party even if I do find them incredibly attractive.I desperately want to fuck but the idea of having to expose myself to someone makes me want to bash my head in with a brick.is this just an exposure therapy type thing??? if I can’t bring myself to that am I just hopeless until I somehow find a long term relationship??
do you pass? have you had top surgery or srs? if no to any of them it's probably just dysphoria.
>>42146330>exposure therapy Don't do this and don't force yourself, I can almost guarantee it will make things worse if you do.
>>42146351no to all of them, im decently passing until I open my mouth and get immediately clocked by people because of my voice
>>42146372yeah I don’t plan on whoring myself out anyone I’ve told this to who has been making moves on me has caused them to immediately stop. it makes me feel like I’m leading people on because I do want to, but as soon as I’m put in the position I immediately back out
>>42146330Sex is immoral and a sin of the flesh, ascend dear brother and forgo the weakness of those who lack the fortitude to build greatness, start lifting, find true beauty in the muscular machine that is your body, aesthetic ascetics, this could be you
