I just wish I could stop yearning so much and focus on something more productive. It sucks and I think hrt just made my yearning worse
>>42146902what do you yearn for?
>>42146958It's mostly a relationship. But I just feel like I'm not ready for it yet.If by a miracle my bone structure doesn't royally fuck me in the future and I look somewhat decent I would be more inclined to actually try to give a shot on going for someone.But still, I think I would be still too scared even in that scenario. I just kinda wish romantic attratction and thoughts just vanished my mind for good