I ruined my life for a chance at love and he cheated on me with a cis woman, she looked uglier tooI cant even do anything abt it, Im stuck here at his mercyI wish i had never fallen for himI changed everything about myself to fit better, to be the perfect girlfriend. For what? All these years spent. All that time shared together. And for what?I hate being so devoid of any positive attention that the first kind words in my 23 years is what i fall forI should never have deluded myself into feeling hope. A sliver of hope that I can be loved. For once in my fucking lifeI dont even recognize myself in the mirror these days, I look into the mirror only to see someone else looking back.It was all a lie. everything.I wish i was still aloneI wish I had never met himI hate being transIts ruined so much in my lifeWhy couldnt I be born a normal woman
>>42147449Better learn this lesson now than 20 years in, as much as it sucks to.
>>42147449It’s gonna hurt a lot,,, my ex cheated on me with another trans woman who was prettier and smarter and passed better than me. That hurt a lot. But if I can give you any advice, it’s not to detransition because of it. That’s not going to help you. Stay strong and look up.
