I wish the economy wasnt shit or i was a luckshit. I wasted my life crying about the degree of puberty i went through and coping with weed. I could have been one of the dolls in a lesbian/bestfriend relationship with another doll were we got all our surgeries hit the gym together lived together and had three/foursomes with men when we craved d. Instead im a jobless neet who lives with their mom and still needs ffs. Im 25 i know its not tooo late but knowing i wasted the first 4 years of transition and having no energy ever(and no boobs) sucks. I know ppl would consider this cringe and pornbrained but idk i dont rlly care anymore but i lack drive and money and a job and i dont rlly know hot to get employed as a depressed transwoman no place will take me.Actually be reminded how wide my shoulders are and how masculine my face is I think crying was reasonable I just wish I was stronger mentally :/ https://unsee cc/album#GU2BztOYaiKK
Oops I posted an unsee for engagement and forgot to mention it in a visible area :/
I would hit the gym with you but I don't know about an open relationship where I fuck guys on the side. We could just be platonic gym buddies. Anyways you probably want people to look at your unsee but I just don't really feel like seeing what strangers look like atm
>>42153832I just hit the gym recently and your op pic is making me remember why I fetishize musclesI love working on my ass
>>42153908Tbh I'd consider it cheating if we didn't do it together
>>42153939I'm too nervous to go alone but I workout most days at home with a 20lb dumbell
>>42154089I have a small home gym so I can heavy lift whenever
>>42154103Nice did it cost much?
>>42153832hit the gym and nature and hopefully socializing with good support system people and other natural drugs instead of the weed jew, if that's possible and would still be bearable given your situation. Hopefully that'd unhandicap your brain enough to where you can start planning and start making progress on your life>t. ruined life with dude lmao at a few pivotal times in it
