gayness was just a cope for not giving masculinity an honest try. It's escapism.being a gay boy is a form of cynicism. Giving up before you even have a chance to fail. The rejection of your masculinity is too painful - so just don't even try. Embarrass yourself before others have the chance. To be a man means putting your honest, genuine self out into the world to be judged. The life of a an effeminate twink is a clown show. I didn't feel like a real person. I wasn't honest with myself. Nothing was genuine. It's so strange when I start taking my life seriously - when I start taking care of real shit - when I am emotionally honest with myself. I become a man. It just comes naturally. But when I regress into despair ADHDrotting. WHen I give up on life. The effeminate twink clown comes out. I don't understand it. I just know that it happens.
this is how chads cope
>>42161427have fun finding out that being masc is a lie too
>>42161427Seems like you'll be replacing me as a regular on repgen sometime in 2026.t. repper trooning out
