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I piss in some trees and bushes in a secluded area off the road on my way to the gym. It's because I am afraid to go into a bathroom. I've done some workouts holding it in the entire time.
The last time I went into a women's bathroom was when I was in a gen ed english class and I was heading to the bathroom at the same time as my professor. He talked to me the walk there and then stood in front of the men's bathroom door and said bye because he assumed i was walking into the women's bathroom. I used it as quickly as possible and ran out before anyone else came in.
I had an internet ldr gf in a big cosmopolitan city and I went to visit her. She was an asian passoid that mogged pretty hard. I kept holding it in out in public and she kept telling me to go into the bathroom and I was scared because I feel im going to be a weirdo no matter which bathroom I choose. She kept telling me that people aren't that nice and I look like a woman which is why people in public kept calling me one. I genuinely feel like she just doesn't get it because she had god tier genetics.
I was hanging out with a cis woman friend and I had to piss and told her I was afraid of the bathroom and she said it's stupid society even made this an issue. I went into the men's room and a few minutes later she said "the family next to me talked about the woman going into the men's room, the husband pointed it out". I felt like she made it up to make me happy or less scared (which is sweet of her I wouldn't care if she was telling a white lie)