I wasted years of my life after graduating high school because of depression and the whole pandemic. But everyone says I look 19-20 even if I don't tell them my age. Can I just pretend I'm 20? I'm 23 and started HRT last year at 22.
>>42163920I'm pretty much in the same position except I'm 22 and haven't started HRT yet. Those years are long gone I know it seems like highschool was yesterday and suddenly you're almost 25 but there's no point in pretending otherwise. I remember this year in college a classmate said I looked 18 and I laughed it off but internally I could just think "I wish".
>>42163920i feel like i lost all the years from 2019 to now. i was force detransitioned, and then the pandemic hit right after, and i kind od just disintigrated. now i'm 22 and barely starting to recover, but my youth feels like it's gone already... i've missed my chance to be who i wanted in university, now it's all over
>>42163920I'm 27 and the time between like 2019ish and now just feels like a huge chasm. It's a little surreal to be pushing 30. Honestly I don't even know what to *be* anymore, because I've always been twinky and younger looking but it just feels pathetic still trying to be a twink or whatever this late on. But then I'm not tall or have a very dominant personality, but neither am I trans. Literally just don't know what my sexual identity is. Spent many years depressed, just not cut out for this world.But hey, you're on HRT, you have potential decades of being a cute transgirl and hot transwoman. I have way less of a shelf life because I'm already quite a bit older than you and not on HRT or anything, although it is tempting. Part of me just wants to get on HRT, do porn, go fuck some hot twitter femboys and transgirls, just to live a little.
>>42163920>Can I just pretend I'm 20?i think so? especially if people assume you're 20 anyway? acting like a 20-year old while being 23 is not something that will raise any eyebrows
you may want to look into age regression