Im 18 and repping even for the duration of my teenagehood made me substance dependant and dysfunctional, how the fuck do some people have a good career, a stable social life and a wife and kids and only break down at like 50. If I decided to rep more id end up as a homeless tweaker because drugs are the only things that have given me genuine joy in the last few years.
Shit i didnt see this wasnt cropped. I am retarded
>>42168183It’s an advanced level of repping but you’re just level 1
>>42168183just from observation, those people like that always seem very distant and borderline autistic. like theyve existed inside a little box inside their own head their entire life. basically not everyone thinks or feels the same way as you and they probably just deal with it better.
>>42168330this. the only way I was able to make it to 35 was with constant disassociation. I was never really there.
>>42168183Consider that the average John50 didn't necessarily even know about trans people existing as anything more than a novelty until 10 years ago.
>>42168606>distant and borderline autisticFair, im autistic and thats kinda how i was able to rep until i went to shit. However that doesnt explain how there are reppers with wives, kids, stable careers and social lives because you need to be nt for this
>>42169464Anon you are replying to. I was able to do the career part out of pure fear. I was totally unable to do the rest.
