Im 18 and repping even for the duration of my teenagehood made me substance dependant and dysfunctional, how the fuck do some people have a good career, a stable social life and a wife and kids and only break down at like 50. If I decided to rep more id end up as a homeless tweaker because drugs are the only things that have given me genuine joy in the last few years.
Shit i didnt see this wasnt cropped. I am retarded
>>42168183It’s an advanced level of repping but you’re just level 1
>>42168183just from observation, those people like that always seem very distant and borderline autistic. like theyve existed inside a little box inside their own head their entire life. basically not everyone thinks or feels the same way as you and they probably just deal with it better.
>>42168330this. the only way I was able to make it to 35 was with constant disassociation. I was never really there.
>>42168183Consider that the average John50 didn't necessarily even know about trans people existing as anything more than a novelty until 10 years ago.
>>42168606>distant and borderline autisticFair, im autistic and thats kinda how i was able to rep until i went to shit. However that doesnt explain how there are reppers with wives, kids, stable careers and social lives because you need to be nt for this
>>42169464Anon you are replying to. I was able to do the career part out of pure fear. I was totally unable to do the rest.
>>42168183eventually the kikery gets to you and infects you regardless of agemany of these pathetic and worthless men had no idea what transgenderist ideology was until very recently and once they learned of it, they deluded themselves into believing that all of their problems can be solved by chopping their dick off and throwing away their friends and family and getting hooked on drugs and poppers and dumb kike faggot BULLSHITit's sad and pathetic and will almost certainly be the downfall of western civilization if transgenderist ideology and their cult members are not purged with holy fire. spawn of satan. remember what they took from us. we could have stopped this 100 years ago. this hirschfeldian invention of transgenderism was on the verve of being erased from history but cultural marxism demanded the defeat of the nazis. this must not happen again. fortunately the west is waking up to this menace. it is only a matter of time before it is legal to hunt down these traitors and put them down like the rabid kike dogs they are
>>42169515>>42168606Are you me? No friends, no family, shied away from romance after a few futile attempts at being normal, but good, stable career stabilized with constant disassociation and nightly drinking.