estrogen would've made him worse lol

>>42169035
the transgender community would never accept someone suspected of grooming minors

>>42169035
as a trans girl i have never understood these hyperfem makeup artist gays. like you literally look 1000x better than me, you're so pretty, you're so good at this, you're clearly enjoying it because you're doing it for fun, why are you not doing it all the time?? i don't get it. watching his videos where he dresses up as a girl and other influencers just like him doing the same thing as a child was one of the biggest things that made me want to transition. it's like they have this gift and they just treat it like this fun silly thing that doesn't matter, like what are you doing!!! I would kill for what you have!!! it literally drives me crazy how a gay boy puts on a wig and some makeup is more confident and fem than i'll ever be meanwhile i go on hrt and change my name and come out to everybody and reorient my whole life around this, and i'm just this hideous bloated hairy walking mound of shame. i donnnn'ttttt get it. i don't get it. i'm not mad, i just don't get it. and im so jealous.

yes, the problem is she got too deep in the gay flamer identity and has huge sunk cost fallacy
it's basically another example of someone getting stuck in femboy subculture cope when they'd be happier on estrogen as a woman
she tries so hard to look like a woman, uses so much makeup and gets surgeries, but is stuck in this weird dysfunctional intermediate gay drag queen identity, and will probably troon at like 40 or something

>>42169301
why is he like this? why not transition

>>42169035
Honestly I watched a lot of makeup youtubers growing up and I could never stomach watching the men. If I were a male makeup youtuber I'd be depressed that I wasn't a girl.

>>42169035
>could estrogen had saved her
Still could. Hussies seem able to transition later with still good results.

>>42169181
The difference is lack of dysphoria I guess

>>42169035
No, gigamalebrained

>>42169950
The incentive to transition is lower when you're already cute and getting male attention, yeah. Though I imagine when the straight guy he had a crush on turned him down, he was very seriously considering taking the pills.

>>42169181
> it literally drives me crazy how a gay boy puts on a wig and some makeup is more confident and fem than i'll ever be meanwhile i go on hrt and change my name and come out to everybody and reorient my whole life around this, and i'm just this hideous bloated hairy walking mound of shame.
this. it actually just feels like a big cruel joke where they twist the knife at the end.

>>42169950
it's so ironic and absurdly cruel that if i were simply less dysphoric i'd likely be much more feminine, as i'd have so much less shame expressing it. there's nothing physically stopping me from getting as good at makeup as he is, but when i look in the mirror at my masculinized face it's so grotesque to me, i see a monster and i start to cry. and then i can't continue.

i go to the makeup store and start to feel a knot forming in my throat within 30 seconds of stepping in the door. a woman asks me if i need help with anything and i don't even know what i'm looking for, i don't even know what i would say. so i lie and i say no. and i sort of aimlessly wander around the store pretending to look at things i know nothing about for another minute or two, trying not to cry, keeping my head and eyes to the floor out of sheer terror worrying about what all the other *real* women must be thinking when they see me. i must look so fucking nuts right now. shuffling around, sweating, staring at the floor. feeling like i'm not supposed to be there, feeling like someone's gotta yell at me or ask me to leave any second now. so i leave on my own and i start sobbing before i even make it to the car. this happened a full year ago now and i still haven't gone back and tried again since. i know i need to. i know.

if i didn't care so much about how i looked, if i wasn't so debilitatingly ashamed and disgusted by my masculine body, i'd be so much more empowered to change it. people say you should work out to try and help your figure, but all i can think of is what other people there would think of me. people say you need to eat for fat redistribution, but i've been starving myself my whole life terrified of getting big like all the other boys did. and for all that i ended up tall anyway, tall and rail thin, like some kind of cryptid. when i try to eat now i make myself nauseous, it's like i can't stomach a normal amount of food.

>>42170235
I wish I could hug u and make it all go away nona... it's the cruelest condition and drives you to insanity

>>42169035
the answer is always yes

>>42170305
it's silly but that whole big thing i wrote i typed out stonefaced, but reading this little comment made me start to cry