Do I just have to accept that I will never be a woman?
>>42174753RAPE
>>42174753>conventionally attractive woman
>>42174753yeah, and then you manage your expectations and work around it
>>42174778How do you work with "not being a woman" as a very dysphoric trans woman with severe self image issues and a tendency to spiral into negativity and self hatred that gets worse and worse and quickly turns into self-harm and suicidal ideation?
>>42174753Please, tv make and model
>>42174825old ass phillips tv
>>42174790the way you deal with anything exceptionally taxing:therapy with someone competent and (ideally without, but if necessary) with medsthis sounds like dysphoria is just part of the bundle that comes with being you, and that sucks. maybe underlying conditions can be alleviated such that life becomes bearable to you.
>>42174825i was just wondering if you ever got your answer lol
>>42174840Point is I can‘t live as "not a woman". I would rather be dead than accept that
>>42174884i think you would be surprised to learn what people can live with.this is still a matter for a competent therapist, though.or an affirming therapist that will try to convince you that reality is not real.either way, i hope you find peace.
>>42174753julie, why did you ever think that you could become something you aren't? if you don't identify as a woman no amount of transition will ever convince you that you are a woman. transvestites are not the same thing as transsexuals. it has to do with their psychology. you're proof of it.
>>42174898Just say that you don’t understand dysphoria and likely don’t live with it yourself or call this "functional repressing" or something like that. No matter the intentions your actions or rather your words don’t help when you are just talking out of your own ass
>>42174753Yes, and stop posting attention whore threads on this 2-3 times a week
>>42174909You misunderstood what I said. I know that I am a woman, it’s just that my body, my appearance, has caused me intense agony all my life and it’s hard to see any realistic way out of it. Before you say anything derogatory like calling me a transvestite again, maybe ask me a question first instead of interpreting your own meaning into my words
>>42174915i understand dysphoria fairly well, and i didnt call it "functional repressing". i told you what options you have outside of suicide, but clearly you just wanted affirmation (which is why you posted that picture in the first place).not my job, though, and youre not really worth me going out of my way.>>>/soc/>>>/lgbt/passgen
>>42174753why the fuck do you have a ps4 sitting on a GAME CASE and a TV sitting on the ps4?
>>42174925Why do I even bother posting, I know none of you have any compassion for others left in you. I just scream into the void hoping to find some kind soul who listens and talks to me about it but it’s always the same
>>42174935>I don't like your looks and attitude so I am just going to talk out of my ass halfheartedly and either you accept what I say or I don‘t want to deal with you
>>42174957your looks are irrelevant to me (how would i even know that's you in the picture) and i dont find your attitude particularly displeasing. we just arent friends.>why do people avoid dealing with me when im being rudecurious
>>42174929you said:>>Do I just have to accept that I will never be a woman?verbatum. this implies that you are not currently a woman. that means you identify as a man. quit your back pedalling you bandwagon tranny. literally: the reason you block your face is because of your shame revolving around your hair loss. instead of going to turkey for hair transplants you thought estrogen would help you regrow the lost hair. ridiculous. the early onset male pattern baldness was too much for your peter pan ego so in your pursuit of an escape you subscribed to transgenderism. the whole reason you get called a faker or a fraud is because you regurgitate rhetoric that you learned like monkey. monkey see monkey do. it has nothing to do with who you are as you're a wholey inauthentic person. a liar. you hop on the coattails of other because you're too stupid to chase clout of your own accord. you want the trickle down clout of those that came before you, the ones carrying you on their coattails.please julie. become the hero we all know you can be so i never have to see you post anywhere anything ever again. i'm tired of your bullshit pity party.
Genuinely yes, forget about it and live as a very fem man. That's what I do, still hurts but like at least you don't have to try and live in delusion
>>42174778>>42174989>>42175044You people are fucking miserable and ten times more delusional with your "feminine man > tranny" cope than any trans woman. Reading the replies to this post is like eating popcorn while watching monkeys fight
>>42174753Julie post disc
>>42175060i dont see how i'm coping with anything, i'm not the person with a problem itt
>>42174753seek the help of a mental health professional asap >>944220151
>>42174753Look how it feels: Wow it should be so taxing to feels the discrepancy between how much energy you spend to display such natural femininity (from you picture) while being born male. Tho, what makes you think you have to do so much effort to get love or attention ?
>>42175438Because it’s what I am. Feminine. My soul and the threads of my very being yearn for it and I can’t help but work towards it and dream of it. I couldn’t live a life without it, I can’t be at comfort. Having been born male and dealing with my masculinized body is like a curse that I have to fight against just to be myself and be at comfort for once and have a smile on my face when I look in a mirror
>>42174753ok I will play along with the jokewhat the h*ck ugly hon you ugly stop posting your neverpassing body what the fl*p
>>42174753Gonna claim you as wife when we deport & remigrate all the browns from Germany
>>42175497I am so ugly and unlikeable that even Mwahnon says these things to me
>>42174753your body is looking better imo hope ur doing ok julie <3
>>42175519I'm okay, my appearance just keeps dragging me down despite my intentions and actions to combat it
>>42175494Let me be wild here :What make you think your appearance (feminine or else) is so critically important for people to love you ? Do you make a difference between love and lust? Would it be dramatic to change how people lust on you if it meant living more free ?
>>42174753don't tilt your legs like that
Hey Nick, why you shoppin away your nasty ass scars lol?
>>421756091) It‘s important for myself first and foremost. Being liked or loved for it comes second. I have a boyfriend who loves me for me and says he likes my appearance and I still can’t be happy with it. Why? Because I am unhappy with my appearance, unhappy with myself2) Yes I do. Love is very different from lust in my eyes.3) I don’t know what you are alluding to but it sounds like you are leading up to some cope
>>42174753No, you just stop caring.t. Used to bddpost and just stopped caring
>>42174942do this shit in a discord server or something instead of making the same thread over and over you histrionic retard
>>42175514it was a joke angelI would eat a conservative to have a body like that
>>42175666>thin upper lip>upper gum showclassic transbian phenotypealso checked
>>42175690I mean not cope. But I get the vibe that your appearance seems paramount to you. And appearance is controllable in a way with effort. But do you get that if you base a great deal of your identity on you physic you can easily feel weak ? My guess is that even if by magic you were tranformed into a female bodied you would have the same feeling of being not enough. Could it be ?
>>42175573sry girl u deserve peace and happiness i hope youre able to find it eventually. your hips look bigger in this pic here imo
