This is a thread for:manmoding,repping, or hons who knew of their transness at a young age and did not transition and now you seethe at gigaultrayoungshita who got on puberty blockers at 12 for 6 hours a dayQOTT1: when did you know QOTT2: do you hate youngshits or luckshits more ? And why?
>>42175936i didn't "know" but i felt something was up around 12 and didn't do anything until 30. currently manmoding and seething all the time. probably hate youngshits more
>>42175936>QOTT1I didn't know what being trans was until I was 17 but had figured out something was weird about me at age 12 and that I just have been born intersex or something >QOTT2I only hate those who think they're better because they're luckier or grew up in an environment where knowledge of transition was less suppressed.
>>42175936>when did you knowwas deep into theymabbery at like 13 so ig that counts>do you hate youngshits or luckshits more ? And why?dont really hate either of them unless theyre bad outside of it. i am viscerally jealous of both though
>>42175936QOTT1: I think 6 but I did not know about being trans just generally knew I wanted to be a girl when I grow up QOTT2: I HATE HATE HATE and I feel so much envy like I have incredibly amounts of incel rage(not one thow) I lokey wanna spend my days killing and murdering youngshits and maybe I’ll force masc a young shit or two WVRYONE in the world is hotter than I am
>>42175936>qott1I remember seeing a YouTube video about a gigayoungshit and being jealous. I was probably 10 or something. I knew I liked guys from a pretty young age, definitely fully conscious of it by 12. I used to look up "am i gay or trans" and try to do the stupid quizzes for that stuff because i was in denial that i could be trans. I had several cases where i wished that i was a girl but i denied them because i didn't think it was possible since until a bit later i didn't really know about trans stuff. It was over by the time i was like 13 or 14 anyways. I was already past 6' tall by then. I guess i technically didn't *really* know i was definitely trans until i was pretty close to doing something about it around 20-21. I always did weird stuff wanting to recapture being young and cute or something before understanding what trans actually was. It was kinda like >>42175965 where I knew something was wrong but didn't do anything or tell anyone, in my case, because i come from a hardcore fundie family (who mega freaked out when they found out i was trooning, so i was right to hide it from them i guess).>qott2I feel jealousy more than anything, particularly for youngshits. The lucky ones are whatever unless they're claiming that it makes them more trutrans to look the part. I just hate that I couldn't do anything about it until it was too late. I would have had to take exceptional steps and be emancipated from my parents to troon early because they'd never support it. It just makes me sad to think of what could have been. I'm stuck being 6'2, so I'll never be able to actually pass even with surgeries. Instead, i intentionally kicked the can down the road telling myself I'd grow out of it and that this wasn't real, but that never happened. I kind of just try to support other people in their transition at this point and hope it goes better for them than me. I've never really decided if I want to kill myself or not.
I felt weird as a kid but I thought that was just assburgers or something. Didn't consider transitioning until my early 20s but didn't think I was trans until I was 26
I only hate youngshits when they act gatekeepy
>>42175936>qott1i was 6 when i told my parents i wanted to be a girl and wanted a sex change >qott2i guess luckshits? because i could have theoretically been one, but it’s a lot harder to imagine a scenario where i got on diy or convinced my parents to let me transition as a minor. could’ve definitely started at 18 or 19 instead of 22 thoughi don’t hold much hate in my heart for others though, just myself. my fellow trannies don’t deserve more hate than they already get from a transphobic society
very good vibes thread
>>42175936This thread feels like either datamining or someone's weird fetish, but damn if it doesn't speak to me...
>>42177923i love that image way too deeply
>>42177878>could’ve definitely started at 18 or 19 instead of 22 thoughSame, and it bothers me to no end. I waited until I was graduated from college. I wish I didn't because I'll never get those years back
>>42175936manmoding temporarily embarassed elfmoder1. primary school, 7 or 8 i guess but i don't remember exactly it's just always been there2. youngshits because i'm an ancientshit but also a luckshit
>>42177912>>42177923Op here I’m just spiteful and wanna kill everyone who has it better than me JUST LET ME BE ANXSTYT. 19 mtf but I’m too psychotic to not rep so I’ll stay like this