FUCKING HEEEEELLThere's a white boy from college I dream about and masturbate to frequently. I love him too much. I am obsessed, I cannot live without him around. I frequently cry myself to sleep angry that he is not my boyfriend. But, I also sometimes fantasize about transitioning him and making him my girlfriend. I tell myself "what if he's a repper?" and spook myself but also love the thought of seeing a beautiful woman transition.Last night I also dreamed of cuddling and gently kissing a black woman.Am I actually bi? Is this schizophrenia?
>>42176747Lolwhy would it be schizophrenia?
>>42176853Idk. I just don't feel like I am bi irl, just in my dreams.
>>42176747why don't you ask him out? moron.
>>42176900We went on two dates on late november but then we didn't talk again because we are both autistic. I'll talk to him once the break is over.Though if I want to transition him I don't think we should date.
