litterally being a tranny must mean being miserable forever. even if u pass, nobody will ever love you, and im convinced homosexual women aka "lesbians" or even "bisexual" women exist, my cis "lesbian" gf LOVES yaoi, and i already know what this means. women that like this are chronically male obsessed and litterally just want to see the most men possible, leading to this yaoi obsession. women just LOVE LOVE LOVE men no matter what, ive learned this, all my bi and lesbian exs have all started dating men, or have cheated on me with men, resulting into them being my exs. dont even get me started on the men, they despise trannies lmao, ive tried so hard but its never worked. AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE EX THAT I MET ON HERE, she makes me so mad. she litterally made posts on the board about how much she was thinking about men and couldnt stop thinking about them, and admitting to feeling bad about it since she was dating me. and shes always been a chronic attentionwhore, posting lewd photos and then getting HUNDREDS of dms from men, and never closing her dm requests despite me asking her to, and ALSO was flexing them in posts talking about some larp like "im ugly idk why so many men want me *insert photo showing 600 dm requests*" also litterally forcefed me to make me fat and ugly to make sure all of the men would give her attention instead of the possbility of at me, when ive never even likes that, and finally fucking telling me like litterally every time we were together on her new "celebrity crush" which were all just hunky men, and i couldnt even go through scrolling tiktok with her without her just thirsting over some random dude on my fyp. but its all good i guess, im over her, but my trust in women is completely fucked as a whole.
>>42181282(2/2) When i started dating my cis gf i thought it was all good, but litterally for christmas she got all these yaoi books from her friends and said how much she loved it and how the yaoi was "better than me". i wonder why... WOMEN ARE JUST SO FUCKING MALE OBSESSED, EVEN THE ONES WHO IDENTIFY AS "LESBIAN" ARE ALL JUST LARPING AND USING ME FOR MY ATTENTION AND LOVE, UNTIL THEY DAY THEY FIND CHAD TO LOVE THEM BACK. its so exausting, i thought after getting FFS and a BA and finally passing like ive always wanted id be happy, but now i just feel so empty and lonely, cause nobody will ever love or accept me, ive begin to act very masc around my gf and have always larped as a dom top to try to get her to love me, but i know that will end soon when she finds chad. i fucking hate my life and i want to end it so bad, i want to make them all suffer, they all use me when ive been nothing but nice, loving, and caring to them, and they just dismiss me like im a nobody when men come around, i hate feeling inferior, i hate not being a normal man, i hate that i transitioned into a woman, i hate that nobody will love me, im absolutely miserable.i wanna destransition and become the man i was before all of this, but i still dont know if id ever be loved
kill all men and all menlovers irregardless of gender
>>42181287you may be "loved" if you detransition but it will likely be heartless, soulless, and unstable. "to be thus is nothing but to be safely thus .... upon my head they placed a fruitless crown, and put a barren sceptre in my grip."
>>42181282looksmax, then start dating men. you don't have to like them- just lead them on for a while and never give them real affection or intimacy. your rightful revenge is at hand, nona.
>>42181331everything already feels unstable, i have frequent violent outbreaks, the last time i saw my ex almost did something bad, even though we promised to try to be friends. i got so mad of how she was unloyal to me, i just want someone to understand me and care about me for who i am, right now, if all of this was irrelevant, id be very happy, id have almost no dysphoria apart from the fact im larping as a top and acting like a typical masculine guy in order for girls to even give me a chance, im happy with myself in my transition but i hate the way people treat me regardless, the way nobody will love me, despite my endless love and care i give anyone that i date
>>42181359why would i date men? the problem isnt that im ugly im average or slightly below average for a woman, which would easily looksmatch me with a HTN+, every time ive tried to be with one they were rly into me until i told them i was trans, to which they started hating me or rejected me for having a dick and xy chromosomes, where i dont blame em, but i just cant win because neither gender will give me what i want
>>42181359and i dont really want revenge on men, they havent done me as wrong as women have, they were outright with me and told me they didnt wanna be with me, they never used me for my love and affection and attention, but women always do this, and then the moment they find chad they just leave me and abandon me, im like ltb with a little appeal because im korean, im not bragging or saying im even good looking, but i feel like if i was normal id be able to find love, by normal i mean not severely deformed / a burn victim. im not larping and here is a photo, i dont know what to do, i just want someone to tell me what i should say to my gf, on how i want her to see me for who i am, and love me instead of looking at other men, i want her to look at me and love me, i know im not perfect but ill do anything for her to love me back and not love other men.
>>42181506i misworded that, if i was cis i feel like i could find love, because other than that i feel pretty normal, meaning im not a burn victim or severely deformed to the point of retardation
