>be me, 23 y/o troon>crippling dysphoria so bad I can’t even go outside most days>have unusual dream where I stumble into a Uni classroom and find a twink in front of my lecturer’s corpse>he cuts a piece off and forces me to eat it>threatens to kill me if I tell anyone what he’s done>spends the rest of the dream relentlessly stalking me, threatening me, and obsessing over me>I literally spend what feels like close to a month inside this dream with him doing this, scariest experience of my life>I try to distract him one day by telling him I saw police at the University>he runs off searching>I try to get help but no one listens to me because I’m so dizzy and they keep trying to get me to a doctor>evil twink returns and says he’ll take me to one>drags me off into a classroom with another lecturer tied up and tries to guilt me into killing them>”I’m your friend, I’m doing this for you, why are you so ungrateful”>I’m considering whether or not to do it >I wake up>my gender dysphoria is goneWhat caused this dream and what’s wrong with me anons? When does the dysphoria come back? I’m so confused.
>>42183564The evil twink is the personification of your dysphoria and the dream helped you to localize the dysphoria in the form of personification. Now your dysphoria will become much more episodic than constant
>>42183599You sound incredibly smart anon,,,, do you analyze dreams a lot?
>>42183606Im actually a gay retard. But yes I analyze dreams all the time.
>>42183564Omg porpentineAbout yr dream u shd read georges batailles. He will show u the way. This is like his thing
Something to do with Nietzsche
>>42183618Holy kino anon >>42183651Yayyyy thank you for the author recommendation! I adore Serious Weakness so if his work is anything like that or the dream I had, I’m sure I’ll love it! >>42183656So profound…
>>42183564seriweak mentioned so tru nona
