it feels so wrong. I already have like 90% of the money I need but I honestly find myself not capable of making such big decisions. I have so many doubts. The idea of getting surgery itself is so scary. The idea of having to pay so much only to change some minor features of your face feels so humiliating. I might still struggle to pass even after FFS bc even though my face is fixable, I'm 185cm tall. This is such a gamble. I don't want to waste so much money only to look like a slightly cuter twinkhon and not like a woman, such outcome would make me feel so guilty. But on the other hand, if I ever want to look like a woman, this is a necessary step. How do I proceed?
>>42184811give me the money and ill do it myself if youre too much of a pussy
>>42185037that would be an even more stupid thing to do
>>42184811do it, don't be a self-defeating coward. take advantage of the unique privilege you've been extended by the universe.even if it doesn't work to solve the passing problem, it's a huge likelihood that things will at least get better
>>42185462it is truly a unique privilege to be a heighthon
>>42185489yeah, i'm not gonna pass with ffs either, being like 181cm with big torso and skull. but at least i wont have a neanderthal browbone, receded hairline, and chad chin working against me too
>>42185508ohso you think i won't passbetter tell me how to kms. is it a good idea to just od on oxys or fent?
>>42185590are you stupid? you called yourself a height*hon*? "hon" being a nonpassing trans woman. i dont know what you look like, so i cant make a judgment.
>>42185619i thought that you're implaying that i won't pass even with ffs and i panicked
>>42185633it's okay. i wouldnt say something like that about another person. only speaking for myself since i know i wont pass afterwards
>>42185672don't hugbox me like thati know i might never pass toobut it's just too hard to accept this and i really want to believe that there is hope. and if there isn't, idk what then, i don't want to honmode for the rest of my life.
