i want to be a woman because i want to have affection.i want to be small because i want to be infantilized.i want both of these because i want to be deserving of protection.i want to be deserving of protection because i want protection.i am constantly craving safety because i did not experience safety for much of my life.a part of me is emotionally arrested and everything i "am" is a layer i've built on top of that core desire so i can function and one day get to that point.because of how things were, i got the idea that the only way to satiate this insatiable hunger for security is to make myself pretty and cute and desirable and have expectations of protection towards others.i swore to never be like them.but then i got masculine.and then i got big. and then i got bigger.and that makes me scary.i am not small. i am not a woman.others feel they must be protected from me. others see me as scary because of my outside.i am not deserving of protection.i am deserving of the violence i recieved.i am deserving of the violence i recieve.so now i'm dysphoric and want to kill myself.but this is all a misguided misogynistic malebrained view of womanhood induced by trauma.women don't like being seen this way.cis women never ever want this. if they have this it's because it was forced on them.it's not something they really desire.i should stop thinking like this and change how i see the world.it's would not fix me.they don't want this. women hate being small.i am misogynistic to want this.i should repress these feelings.this is because of trauma.
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>>42187767I don't think this feeling makes you faketrans necessarily.
>>42187785*how many 6'5" jeeps killed themselves because of this image
>>42187767>women don't like being seen this way.>cis women never ever want this.thats not true im a cis woman and i totally want this!!! dont give up! :3>if they have this it's because it was forced on them.shhh... what youve gone through was likely worse though so you still deserve experiencing these things as a treat
>>42187767>this is all a misguided misogynistic malebrained view of womanhood truth>induced by trauma.a common cope. you just internalized misogyny, because of patriarchy, because you are a male. you are neurotically overintellectualizing and self-theorizing. it’s dead simple. you have these sexist views because you are male, and you were socialized male, and you are essentially, neurostructurally male. everyone has trauma. not everyone adopts sexist attitudes about women. you are literally just describing the male mindset and blaming trauma for the mental template nature gave you. enough.
>>42187871Misogyny is correct and women are the enemies of mankind.
>>42187913No faggot. YOU are the stupid, evil person. You absolutely need to be removed from society and either killed (good riddance) or put to forced labor.
>>42187871>a common cope.idk. i think it really might have been influence. for me.i was sexually/physically/emotionally/religiously/mentally abused and locked inside the house for my entire childhood. while my sisters got at most yelled at. and protected.so it made me jealous. it broke my brain i think.> you just internalized misogyny, because of patriarchywell i mean. to be fair... everyone does that... if you really think about it... but yeah :(> you have these sexist views because you are male, and you were socialized male, and you are essentially, neurostructurally male.> you are literally just describing the male mindset and blaming trauma for the mental template nature gave you. enough.okay oh no wait wait wait anon... wait... sexist views aren't ingrained biologically... :(brains aren't predestined. :( that's a super icky way to think. leads you to very dark conclusions. i think i realize why so many terfs are racist xenophobs.... jeezz. D:nurture is my issue :(
>>42187980>feminist>advocate for killing or putting in labor camps men who hold opinions that upset youthat tracks
>>42187980Good luck, my brothers are waking up every day.And the fact that you are one this board at all, means that you are probably male: which means you are a traitor: which means you will face the worse of punishments.What matter is it of me that I am evil? I sure hope I am. Because the hell we men will unleash upon all those who uphold the gynocentric order will be worthy of a creation of a new religion.
>>42187830>dont give up! :3ur nice thank you :) i wont yet. it's hard. but i will not yet.....>experiencing these things as a treatit feels so wrong.. but i guess, maybe even if i'm not a real woman it's okay to enjoy..?
>>42188017>Because the hell we men will unleash upon all those who uphold the gynocentric order will be worthy of a creation of a new religion.whoa whoa whoa anon chill what is wrong with you :(
>>42187767an impossible dream.
>>42188034It's not my problem you are too feeble minded to pay attention.
>>42188082ur weird :(
>>42187767Yea..
