I miss themall of thembut imtoo far gone nowand they are gone gone
>>42188119u good anon? do you wanna talk about the people you miss
>>42188162My dog died years agoall m new friends barely lasted a year before leaving meNobody around me right now I just sit alone and drink with some radio and shitpostMy foster paretns diedMy real dad died, i barely knew him even though I talked ot him everydayMy mom is old and i take care of her sometimesMy siblings are far awaywork is hell with no lovemy old friends are not around eitherA friend I met here long ago is dead and I miss her form time to timeGrief and regret is all i have leftI gues sit tends to accumiluate as you grow older huh?Im a joke too. Sucha fake personoh well this sint therapyHave a happy new years, thanks for asking
>>42188208i relate to a lot of the things you said, and it doesnt relly get easier to lose people, nor is reaching out in times of hardship ever funthough, i will say that by calling yourself fake you will make all your future connections feel less real, its a self fulfilling prophecy, speaking from experience cause i do this too much and its self destructive and i feel that none of my connections are realif you can get a therapist, give it a shot, its never removed my base assumptions of my inadequacies as inherent parts of me, but maybe it will for youthis year, i hope we can both find the strength to reach out more often to people, yeah? be strong anon, happy new years
>>42188333its reflex at thsi pointyeah letsbhope this year gets betterthis sadness right now wont be here tmrhappy new years
>>42188119every year change is meaningless. every day is like new. i love you
>>42188477I love you too
>>42188508if you feel lonely this season try to imagine the people you care for are holding space for you in their hearts too even if it’s from far away. it helps me as a girl who pushes people away and lives in her own head
The ones who didnt make it are weak, our blood is stronger without them. Happy New Year.
