why the fuck do i have to be an actual tranny its not fair. i remember in hs there was so many enbies and pooners who when we graduated just detransed. but for some reason my retarded self couldnt stand being a theymab anymore and now i gotta full on troon out or else ill just be depressed. also fuck them they always treated me like a man while they never were really trans. why couldnt i be doing it as a trend just like them.
>>42188506Um marry me so I can baby you.Are you short? Im 6"7 and love short girls.
>>42188506I feel this. I hated the closest thing to a "queer" space I had growing up because everything felt so fucking fake and performative.
>>42188524im 5'9 and havent transitioned yet so i dont think you want me.
>>42188534START E YOU BASTARD START IT NOW
>>42188534Yeah you're right I don't want you, too tall.5"4 at most.
>>42188533its retarded cus its all built for theyfabs and theyfab adjacent people. you bring in a theymab that looks like a feminine guy and they all are weird about it.
>>42188524Bro everyone is short to you why do you have to be extreme about it. Wannabe pedophile motherfucker...
>>42188539on friday im gonna be able to do it>>42188543figures
>>42188547Or worse: a masculine guy because he literally had feminine behavior beaten out of him
>>42188565yeah im glad that didnt happen to me but it must be hell to be forced masculinized. if only it actually made us not trans yk. id love to just be a masc guy but i feel so revolted when im seen as that.
>>42188552Because only short girls make my cock hard. I know i know... that makes you seethe.Thing is...there is nothing you can do about it!
>>42188579Same. I made it work for a while though. I just... couldn't anymore. But knowledge about what being trans actually was, what gender dysphoria was, wasn't something I really had. I'm a decade older than you and grew up in a very religious environment. Wasn't until I was your age that I even learned what being trans was, and it was communicated to me in the stupid metaphysics way instead of actual symptoms of gender dysphoria.
>>42188591Meta-attracted aap motherfucker...
>>42188591im op and im okay that you have a height preference. to be honest i dont understand it from a romantic perspective. id never give up someone im compatible with because hes short or the girls tall but it seems to be a common requirement for people so ig im the weird one.
>>42188605thats unfortunate. for how shitty it is to be a trans woman now im atleast glad its prob also the easiest time to transition. i hope you find your peace sister
>>42188635I'm not unfortunately :(Feel terminally malebrained now5'9" 19" bideltoid 17" biacromial 33" underbustZero chance
>>42188665those are like my exact measurements. is it really that bad? all those measurements are within female range for the height of 5'9. do you have a good face?
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>>42188722No. Frankly my experience is characterized by really shitty health issues. I can discuss more in private or something on disc and show pics because my results aren't that bad but I feel like I've gotten worse lately.
>>42188506I was volunteering at an LGBT youth NGO but then I realised 2/3 of the kids we were helping would detrans once they turn 18 so I kind of just stopped going. I still help with social media.
>>42189259yeah sure my disc is dr.goron
>>42189267do you think they just do it for attention or they genuinely believe they are trans cus they are dumb kids
>>42189326They fell for the Judith Butler psyop
>>42189326I think they are just non binary and like yaoi too much. Plus, growing up as a weird girl can mess you a bit, just like growing as a weird boy.
>>42188506this pic is really cute
>>42189457even the non binary ones detransed it was them the most who detransed
>>42188506>why couldnt i be doing it as a trend just like them.You are, this thread is just weird psychologically avoidant attempt to not admit that to yourself. Just let it go. Nobody cares anyway. Nobody was ever impressed or gave a fuck about you being “trans”. Just move in from it like any other teenager would move on from their cringe performative vegan phase
>>42188506this is so real, i wish i could just be normalftm btw
>>42191660Yeah it really captures the stereotypical ugly non passing tranny face. Looks nothing like a woman at all
>>42193135No you don’t. If you wanted to be normal you would be. You have NPD and are going out of your way to be different through “gender identity” because you have no actual impressive traits to make people notice you
>>42193168you should be a fiction writer, youre good at it
>>42193179True or false you didn’t only transition but you actively dress in a loud, attention grabbing alternative style. You want to be seen in the way you present yourself, you don’t try to blend in as an ordinary “male”. True or false
>>42193187false, i wear clothes most cis guys in my area wear. i actively try to blend in with other men
>>42193168also i would rather ropemax than be a woman. its wrong on some sort of level i dont know. but definitely if i could be alright living as a woman, i would happily. but ultimately i just can't for some reason. i know it all sounds retarded but i can't help this. people payed me way more positive attention as a woman. now it's mostly negative. and im not the kind of person that craves any sort of attention, i'd rather just stay unnoticed and be able to live my life
>>42193359Abuse/neglect/trauma
>>42193370nope! i have a great relationship with my parents and any trauma i've experienced was after i transitioned and completely unrelated to it.
>>42192906i remember having gender dysphoria from since i was 7 and it just gets worse every year. but it doesnt rly matter to u cus ur just bait>>42193135atleast we know we have been true to ourselves
>>42193392wait same, i was roughly 5 when i told my mum i wanted to be a boy and 7 or 8 when i started actively experiencing gender dysphoriabut yeah, as long as we're tru to ourselves, why do people gaf about what we do with our lives
>>42193378No you didn’t. You’re doing the thing every tranny does where because you feel internally justified about lying because it “defends the cause” of making transgenderism seem normal it makes you feel like you’re not actually lying. The fact that your parents are supposedly “fine” with their daughter transitioning and don’t have major concerns about what this implies about your mental state shows that you didn’t have a good relationship with them at all and they were at the very try least completely emotionally unavailable
>>42193378Trying to “win” this exchange is a flawed allocation of time and energy. Even if you did convince me you would only succeed in returning to a life of deep confusion, dissatisfaction and misery. How about you instead be a sentient life form and consider the fact this is all sad, feeble posturing to protect yourself from the truth of the trauma you experienced
>>42193407they are concerned but are actively going to support groups and talking to people to help them through how they feel, and i still have a great relationship with them and they are very emotionally availible. i have never been neglected or abused by my parents and they are happily married.
>>42193417you really don't know me. whats my deep childhood trauma that made me this way, then. also if you managed to "convince" me i'd just go and kill myself after a few months. or worse, i'd live my life unhappily also i'm actually finding it quite nice to just type, i haven't had a good argument online in years
>>42193403yk it might be a sign of being a real trans person. all the ppl ive known who read to me as real trans ppl had some sort of gender dysphoric thoughts pre puberty
>>42193163its traced off a theyfab kek
>>42193437I don’t know what it was that traumatised you, but the fact that you’re ashamed to admit it shows profoundly deep scars and pathological views around trauma (the idea that being traumatised an innocent defenseless child is somehow something “shameful” that makes you “weak”, which you should keep a secret). Someone or somethint did a number on you, which we know because you are now a suicidal adult who is devoting their life to becoming their favorite fantasy anime character
>>42193452Yeah a passing theyfab though.
