it feels thrilling, peaceful and horrifying all at the same time
The only reason you put any significance in this date is because of the arbitrary decision past humans made to structure the calendar this way. It is merely one rotation around the sun since the last time it was this day. Three days from now will be one rotation around the sun since the previous Jan 3, but we don't place any importance upon it. There is nothing peaceful or horrifying about the prospect of time continuing at the same pace it has always been, just because the number in the corner of your monitor has advanced one. If you are being goaded by the masses' exaltation of Midnight, Dec 31st into suddenly caring that your life is wasting away and your existence is finite, then I am here to inform you, you should have been panicking long before today.
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>>42192327i had a bit of fun so it was more than just a number in the corner of my monitor, what i meant is that entering 2026 means that im less than 2 months away from suicide>your life is wasting away and your existence is finitei had no life to waste and my existence being finite is a blessing
