The illusion is shattered. I no longer believe I feel like a woman internally. I'm a dude with an urge to bro out. Go visit my buddies tomorrow, maybe do some gaming, maybe some arm wrestling, talk about chicks and football, maybe drinks in the evening depending on how hungover people are.That's all fine, but they know about my body and my transition. There's an unspoken awkwardness when it comes to anything physical. They avoid the men's restroom when I'm in there. One got in a fight with his (now ex) gf after he and I went out drinking last month and it was just the two of us.My parents are happy, at least. They started calling me their son again immediately, with a very "I told you so" attitude, which is fair. I'm going to swing by their place at the weekend to pick up some of my old male clothing that they still have.
>>42193703every real bro has things about them nobody talks about and just quietly makes people uncomfortable sometimes. the fact that they stick around is what shows they really care. keep it relatively unobtrusive and don't try to have sex with your friends, other than that you're just a guy now, have fun.
