i can't fucking do anything in my life. i have such little motivation/drive/discipline etc that i may as well be an npc. besides hrt i've done almost nothing for my transition. i haven't voice trained and my wardrobe is still almost entirely gender neutral rather than fem. i'm, like, really fucking bad at being trans. i'm bad at alleviating my own dysphoria. i have no job and no hobbies and no money. i don't even know why i get out of bed anymore. hopefully 2026 will be the year i finally off myself.or maybe i should see a psychiatrist. maybe antidepressants would work on me. maybe ADHD meds too. there's something severely fucking wrong with my brain and i probably oughta get it diagnosed. maybe.
>>42194219you should see a shrink, calm down a little.
>>42194226you're right. i can calm down. sorry. i only posted because i'm spiraling worse than usual tonight. i'll think about seeing a professional.
>>42194247It happens. For whatever it's worth I used to schizopost on this board 2 years ago when I fully mentally ill. I'm fortunate to have my family, so your millage may vary with seeing a professional or taking meds.I do hope you are able to survive though.
>>42194219antidepressants (+hrt) are working rather well for me. not an instant magical fix-ur-life, but they're definitely helping. Main effects for me have been significantly dampening my negative emotions, making them easier to process and lowering my libido. I'm on SSRIs. YMMV as always. Definitely reccomend seeing professionals, thats basically always a good thing to pursue
