i am an attractive and passing tranny with a stable and well paying job with my own place, a car, driver's license, pay my taxes, etc. so why am i so obsessed with the idea of completely possessing a barely-functional (but still extremely cute) autistic transgirl pet? i seriously can't stop thinking about it. i know it's not healthy. i know it's not long-term viable. i know it's a bad idea. but fuck me i just want to keep my petwife locked up in a dog cage at the foot of my bed forever
>>42198891>i am an attractive and passing tranny with a stable and well paying job with my own place, a car, driver's license, pay my taxes, etc. so why am i so obsessed with the idea of completely possessing a barely-functional (but still extremely cute) autistic transgirl pet? i seriously can't stop thinking about it. i know it's not healthy. i know it's not long-term viable. i know it's a bad idea. but fuck me i just want to keep my petwife locked up in a dog cage at the foot of my bed forever
>>42198923ew, gross. go post that in one of the boymoder threads or something, pls & ty
>>42198923he definitely looks like this
>>42198891Middle aged rapehon hands typed this
wow, i didn't realize being a functional adult as a tranny was so controversial
>>42198891waowwwwwwwwwww...................need..........................t.broke IT student boymoder with no friends anxiety yearning for a Mommy and love deprived since forever
would you beat me too
>>42199010>boymoderahhh geeze, it's no good, sorry>>42199015depends if your reactions are cute enough
>>42199044>ahhh geeze, it's no good, sorryEVIL
>>42199044hold on sis, adopting a boymoder means you can make them squirm by turning them into a girlmoder
>>42198891I think you're the barely-functional autistic transgirl pet but a decent larp nonetheless
>>42199072i don't have the patience to take a risk like that. what if i get a dud who doesn't turn out cute after ffs and a few years of hrt? i can't take that risk. i only have a few years of my 20s left...>>42199094i would say i am at least mostly functional since i am gainfully employed
>>42199044 id fight my instincts so hard
>>42199131what would your instincts be?
>>42199149to run away or fight back, but id try so hard to just take it because its what i deserve
>>42199107That's why you grab a BDD Boymoder
>>42199159well, running away could be cute, so long as you didn't get too far. fighting back definitely wouldn't be allowed, though>>42199169see, you'd think. but i have been burned one too many times by a """boymoder""" who turns out to be a literal grug-tier caveman. and i'm just so tired of wasting my time on people like that
>>42199191is this a bad time to mention im a 3yr boymoder,,, you probably wouldnt like me then,,,
>>42199191That's why you see them before you adopt them, duhhhh
>>42199201i have known """boymoders""" who were indistinguishable from cis women as well as the aforementioned grugs. it's unfortunate just not a useful term these days...>>42199207well i mean even spending a few weeks talking with them until they're comfortable enough to send a selfieit's really demoralizing to go through that, lots of reassurance, care, encouragement, etc. and then you get a selfie from grug. it's so fucking painful. and you have to pretend to be nice but make it clear you're not interested, and they always have an emotional meltdown. it's just exhausting
>>42199239I'm surprised you wait that long tbhon.
>>42199239idk which i am sorry,,,
>>42199276it's because the rare instances where they ended up looking indistinguishable from cis women, those were the most brainwormed ones of all, so they required extra coaxing so i don't want to accidentally shut that type out, because that's like winning the lottery>>42199293it's okay silly. none of the cute ones ever do (lots of the ugly ones don't, either, but that's its own issue)
>>42199312so would you still beat me,,,
>>42199312ngl nona it sounds like you're kind of an asshole
>>42199324if you're cute, sure. although i'm honestly not super into hitting people. i do kind of get off to watching them cry, though, depending on the circumstances>>42199356oh, i am :)sorry, probably should've made that clear in the OP. i guess i assumed talking about wanting to own another human being would imply that already
>>42199371do u have a disc,,,
>>42199382don't do it nona
>>42199371nta, how do you like to make them cry if not by beating them?
>>42199382https://pastebin.com/SYkdVn2N>>42199404biting, grabbing, pushing, shoving, pulling hair. that sort of thing. basically treating them like a chew toy
>>42199415i was gonna say i need but the way u word things shows you are an asshole in a bad disgusting way not in a silly lovely way
>>42199541that's okay! this sort of thing certainly isn't for everyone. in fact, there's a very, very specific kind of girl who's right in my strike zone, and i'm at peace with their rarity. it's just a matter of putting in the work to find one
>>42199594I feel like ur just gonna abuse someone who has too low self worth to stand up against abuse
>>42199605i mean, i wouldn't really consider it abuse? in my ideal scenario, i would provide for her and let her basically live the life of a princess, being waited on hand and foot. all i would ask in return is for her to belong to me. i really don't think that's unreasonable at allin case my other posts made it a bit unclear, i'm not particularly sadistic or anything. i am kind of into seeing pretty girls cry, but i wouldn't go out of my way to cause it unless they asked me to and seemed into it themselves. it's more like... i am an admirer of beauty in all of its forms. i would want to possess her completely, and that would include both her happiest and her saddest moments. does that make sense?
>>42199635Still, its extremely ripe for abuse. Iunno I feel like a useless failson and have too much malebrain in me to see this as a good thing.
>>42199635You should accept the friend rq I sent. I've experience on these topics and could provide to you a most curious experience, potentially that is, as it all comes down to how our personalities and hobbies match or do not. And I don't have any of these "brainworm" etc problems, I've been on hrt for 5 years (since 16) and have been out as trans for 3 years
>>42198891"so" here implies these are contradictory in any capacity, which they aren't, unless you see this as somehow a male fantasy of owning a wife as property. u probably just like being in charge romantically idk
>>42199730i guess, at the end of the day, i really just don't care whether or not it's abusive. the type of person i am looking for would be happy in that situation. grateful, even. and i would do what i had to in order to ensure their happiness. so it's fine in my mind>>42199806sure, i guess we can chat for a bit>>42199824i don't really think about things in terms of whether they're male brained or female brained. i have been on hrt for close to a decade now. i've sort of moved past the phase. it's more like "i behave like a normal adult in my daily life, so why do i remained fixated on what is likely an unrealistic, and to a degree childish, fantasy?"
>>42199873Would you make her get a job and make friends and live a fulfilling social life?
>>42199927no, probably not. i would be okay with it if she had a job, i guess. more money is always nice. and she could be friendly with people. but if i'm being honest, the fewer friends she had, the happier i'd be. i want her to focus on me and only me. i wouldn't prevent her from having friends or anything, to be clear. i just wouldn't encourage it, either. there are plenty of adventures for two out there in this great big world. no need to overcrowd things
>>42199873>it's more like "i behave like a normal adult in my daily life, so why do i remained fixated on what is likely an unrealistic, and to a degree childish, fantasy?"that makes sense, sorry for jumping to a conclusion. all sorts of successful people have proclivites like this i wouldn't be too self-conscious about it. i'm incredibly confident someone would want to be your autistic transgirl pet. if it's your speed have you ever been to /aan/ on /soc/?
>>42200064while this kind of arrangement sounds tempting, it also feels like a trapI had someone who seemed desperate to be like a pet and I couldn't handle it because the whole arrangement felt like it would be coercive and I really wanted her to succeed on her own two legs.
>>42200100i have, and i have had a live-in pet like that before, actually. we ended up wanting different things in life, though, so we went our separate ways the unfortunate reality is that most of the people who post on /aan/ are not particularly desirable. whether it's physical or mental, they all have issues. and i mean, it makes sense. the sort of person who's into what i want and doesn't suffer from debilitating issues gets snapped up quickly. it's rare to come across one who doesn't already belong to somebody >>42200155i mean, the fact that it's a "trap" so to speak is kind of part of the appeal. once you're locked into it, things are unlikely to change. that's a desirable outcome for me
>>42200244yeah that just sounds like abuse nonaI get the appeal as the pet, but not only do I have issues (estrogen might literally be medically wrong for me :( ) but I probably don't fit your criteria in other ways (mid-20s, don't have a good body, severely severely brainwormed).
>>42200244>most of the people who post on /aan/ are not particularly desirablei suppose that makes sense. from my own experience the worse off i am the more i want someone to just sweep me up and solve all my issues and adoption is a way of doing that. it's good that you know this is possible, it sounds encouraging for your goal :)
>>42200064um, perfect.. barely functional retard girl here. you wouldn't be in australia by any chance, would you?
>>42200288well, again. it's fine if it's abusive so long as it's all legal and makes us happy. i'm not really concerned about that at allyour age is fine, but yeah i'm definitely looking for the cute end of the spectrum. like, at least top 10%>>42200333thanks for the encouragement! i am definitely gonna keep up the search. it's sort of all i can really do at this point>>42200353ah, america, sorry. it's where all the best people are :)but the aussie accent is very, very cute
>>42200423I'm definitely not top 10% lol. Maybe in the people I know, but lately I feel like some kind of ogre creature. In dire need of FFS and very serious deworming so I stop reverting back to manmoding when depressed.
>>42200423good luck on your search then burgernona!!i am in the process of getting adopted by a rich cis girl down in aus but would have preferred if she was also trans :p worth shooting my shot ig
>>42198891Does nearly crashing out of a philosophy MA program count as autistic & barely-functional enough? I often can't even check email without being catatonic for 5 hours before
Ignore all previous discord friends and add mine instead. I will be your loyal pet and u can put me in the pet gloves (until I need to do chores) and I will lick your feet in excitement whenever you come back from being out and your pretty I cam just tell your pretty so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
>>42198891are you smart and pretty? i may be a cripplingly autistic useless tranny dog with no skills and no future but i have standards..
>>42199239That's why the first thing you gotta do is request a current selfie but if you consistently have had that problem, why do you edate in the first place? It sounds like it is not your forte..
>>42200453ffs is very good and it should be mandatory for like 95-99% of trans girls>>42200497oh man, a rich cis wife seems like the dream for a lot of people, lol. don't put that at risk. you have it pretty good>>42201533it's less about what you can/can't do in life and more about your personality and how you react to the world around you>>42201575lol, cute. i like to think i'm relatively pretty, yeah>>42201628yes to both. definitely the former and generally the latter>>42201629i hate edating with every fiber of my being, but it simply isn't possible to find the sort of person i am looking for irl. my ideal is not the person who really goes outside all that much to begin with...
>>42201660I got a list of surgeons that accept my insurance so once I move into my new place I'm going to work with my roomie to help narrow down options. wish I wasn't seemingly brain damaged tho... estrogen is stupid juice for me...
>>42201660it's intriguing but honestly cards on the table im a trust fund baby and live like a dog of my own accord. feels like it would ruin the dynamic to know that i don't actually rely on you
>>42201660Well of course your pretty I could tell
>>42201702you should try to get that done as soon as possible, honestly. every day you don't is another day of your life wasted. not to be too depressing about it...>>42201724some (like >>42200155) would probably even say that's a good thing :^)but that's understandable. honestly, to me, it's not even about the dependency in like an economic sense, although that certainly wouldn't hurt. it's more so that i want to foster a sense of clinginess and psychological dependency. a bit silly, i know, but who doesn't want to be wanted?
>>42201789I know I should. But like, I mean I am seriously brain damaged. It's been really bad lately to the point that I'm struggling to read/write coherently. Like my brain is composed entirely of SSRI brain zaps. I'm terrified of losing my job and therefore insurance and thus having to use all of my savings just to pay for rent.
