>get addicted to sissy porn, cuckold, humiliation etc when I was a teenager>doom for 10 years I'll never be able to have a normal life or relationship because of my sexuality>get gf>fall in love with her>no longer any desire to be a sissy or a cuck etc>still watch porn but watch straight porn and don't imagine myself as a woman>mfw getting a gf turned me straight
>>42200669Good for you anon
if only this worked...
>>42200669I wish I believed you anon. I've had lots of girlfriends and the agp never went away. It was here before the girlfriends it's here after them too
>>42200669good for you anongetting a girlfriend didnt get rid of those thoughts for me at all
>>42200703Interestingly it didn't go away with my ex, this girl specifically allows me to step up and lead and feel confident and that's what made the change I think. My whole life I was a loser who couldn't get girls but now I feel confident in myself
>>42200733My most recent ex was more passive which let me step into a more masculine role in the relationship. That was nice sometimes. The problem was the bedroom. She had some hangups from an ovarian tortion when she was young that made her very cautious, and topping her was very hit or miss for me. And I was of course crossdressing etc as my primary release the whole time we were together.I think we're different. I was agp for as long as I can remember, long before discovering porn. And I don't like cuck stuff. Maybe for you it was just a porn/fetish thing. Glad you've moved on to something better
>>42200733see you in 5 years when it comes backIf it doesn't, good for you.
>>42200669better hope she doesn't eventually cheat and leave you (she will)i do hope you make a lot of nice memories with her in the meantime. it's worth it desu.
>>42200669i did this and it didn’t work
>>42200669See you in maximum 10 years when this comes back.I was firmly convinced I "grew out of it" for almost a decade. Then it came back 100 times more intense.Now I'm transitioning.I will pray this won't be the case for you. But, statistically, it's very likely that it will be.
