For the past 3 hours I've just been sitting in total silence doing absolutely nothing. I just sit here and think about how much my life sucks, how no one gives a shit about me, all because I'm a tranny. I hate being alive so much. Most people I've met in my life have abused me. I had my life ruined at every step. Want to study at an university? How about getting raped instead. Want to go to a tranny support group? How about getting told you're evil for being pro-diy instead. There's so much more bullshit that happened to me and a lot of it was directly or indirectly related to the fact that I'm a tranny. There's no place where I belong, I have zero irl friends, I'm too scared to go outside anymore, my only online friends are two cis girls and I feel like I can't talk to them about all of this shit. I can't even do anything I enjoy anymore because my brain is so fried from all the stress over the years. I hate my life so much. I want to die.
>>42201116did u talk about DIY to cisexuals? big mistake only trans wombyn will ever understand. tme's think its the same as shooting tar with dirty needles
>>42201142I did, but if you called them cissexuals they would burn you at the stake for being hecking enbyphobic or some other made up bullshit. Some "trans" people have been more violent towards me than rightoids.
>>42201247why you care about their opinion desu? you want to be friends with losers?
>>42201275I don't care about their opinion. They stalked me and spread rumors about me. And it makes me depressed that every trans group is filled with these people. So I can't even ask if anyone has a spare room for a tranny so I can move out of this city, because it would just happen again.
>>42201364wtf thats crazy, can you elaborate?? they stalked you just for being pro DIY? what kinda rumors?
>>42201443Not just the diy thing but I can't really say more because I feel like it would be too identifying and I'm scared even if it's very unlikely they'd go on a hecking problematic website like 4chan. But I was in a situation where it was convenient for them to get rid of me anyway, so I think they used it more as a tool rather than it being the sole cause of it.Rumors started out with stuff like me being enbyphobic and then escalated to me being a TERF (lol) and right-wing and eventually they landed at "violating other people's boundaries" which was so vague that it could mean anything from insulting someone to being a rapist.
>>42201116what do you do for work
>>42201544lost my job because of the stalking
