im a mtf with decent bottom dysphoria (as in i can kinda cope with it, but i dont really like thinking about it or acknowledging it in any real way) but i constantly fantasize about plowing boys and making them my bitch.i do not share this same sentiment for girls and if anything would make me have a complete breakdown over dysphoria, so why is it different for boys? my only guess is that it spawned from my vaguely misandrist attitudes to men + generally bad experiences with men sexually so as a result ive internalized it as a kink for fucking boys and making them submit to me as revenge. idk fully though.is this fem/malebrained? agp/aap? based/cringe? what does this mean for me? do cis women also think about this sometimes?
>>42201642It's based nona...I've had weird thoughts like this too. For a while the only people I felt comfortable topping (in my imagination anyways) were twinks.
>>42201642AGP are straight men. Sticky this post mods.
>>42201642i experienced this when my fwb at the time rubbed up on me and wanted me to fuck himi didn't but i had a strong urge to when i saw his waist
>>42201739desu turns me on a lot to think of myself as a straight man while pinned down by a guy, stupid agp
>>42201713ugh. i wish i had a twink i could just plow regularly...they are soooo cuteee>>42201739so if im not agp, am i aap maybe? i feel like revenge-fucking(?) is something one could only do if they embraced their inner masculine rage.>>42201765ive never understood the appeal of hips, idk why. i like a nicely shaped ass but seeing someones curves would never turn me on.
>>42201868I know a cute twink who's stuck in hell (Missouri) and I've contemplated adopting him but the power dynamic would be so fucking weird and I'm also like seriously ill...
>>42201868it's about how the waist flares into hips n ass and about the submission too so a reversal of roles and making him my bitch fembrained
You're attracted to men. Most women would be the same if they had a dick, hell some are like that without having a dick.
>>42202071i want to top my bf too but i don't have a penis sadly
