anyone else addicted to dysphoria fuel? i love making myself feel bad for looking at real girls and mentally comparing myself
>>42202821I do the same exact thing with men, to this day I have no idea whether I'm cis or not even though I've been doing this for a decade and have been taking testosterone since I was 20.
>>42202889haha we're the opposite anon <3 ive been on estrogen for five years and i still dont know what i am and still dont do anything but make myself feel bad for my inaction too
>>42202915My one big wish for thai year is that I'll finally be able to work on the things I've put off for so long, here's to both of our attempts at prepping for social transition going well lmao
>>42202939i really hope one day i can actually do something about it, but at this point im just so used to feeling bad about it desu ... do you have any dysphoriafuel you particularly like?
I used to hate looking at women, it still bothers me but it keeps me grounded, hard to explain but it's like those things you slowly do to become more resistant.
>>42202821yes. i have a long folder of passoids from here and other spaces i sometimes cry to. please share yours if you have it. i'd love some new ropefuel
>>42203086mine are mostly cis women but passoids make me feel just as bad too. what makes me feel really bad are seeing women with real curves knowing i'll never ever have that
>>42203145why do we do this to ourselves nona. i do the same, but i especially seethe at other trans women who i think have better bodies than i do
god I love being a chaser who loves cis girls and trans girls
>>42203175i just dont think i deserve to be happy and i need to make sure i feel bad as possible about myself always. post ropefuel pls
>>42203192as requested
>>42203218those two are the same person?
>>42203239yes
>>42203252provide more proof kindly
>>42203218Mtf?
>>42203273just look at the shape of the bellybutton, nona. both images have that slight curve and line above it
>>42203218omg yay i love seeing girls put in actual effort in their transition and succeed while i just feel bad about myself and do nothing <3
>>42203311please god tell me this is a cis woman or im going to kms
>>42203314cis woman which we will never be <3
>>42203311>>42203346shes FAT
>>42203346FUCK FUCK FUCK m-maybe working out will fix me
>>42203286nah nigga. who’s the person
>>42203430bitch idk, i cant remember every brainworm image i save
>>42203487that’s two different people. the fact that even somehow the arms shrank? yeah sure buddy
>>42202821i dont save them but yeah i consider suicide everytime i read passgen. i think its worse for me to see other trannies get good results because that could have been me if my family was different
>>42203502>the fact that even somehow the arms shrankthat's typically what happens with weight loss lil pup. believe what you want, but it's a real timeline
>>42203218what the fuck
its so cute how much we hate ourselves!
>>42203346Whew thank god. Narrowly avoided suicide there
>>42203502reverse image search it. they have an account on rebbit
>>42202821yea/r/kibbe_typeme is the latest thing ive found
>>42203592this is hopefuel but whatever. its pictures of average woman which is good for trannies with completely scewed versions of what women look like
>>42203592thats such a good find anon
>>42202821>anyone else addicted to dysphoria fuelyep, from my years pre e to now. I will never look like a woman let alone a cute one>>42203218>>42203311>>42203346this thread is going to kill me>its stupid to compare yourself to the top 1% of womenstfu idc idc idc i will never be this pretty and no matter what it hurts. Even comparing myself to cis women in general i will never be as pretty as them. Even if they don't totally fit the category of what a society deems a 10/10 very attractive woman, it doesn't matter, i will simply never be as pretty as them. Cis women are beautiful amazing creatures and im a weird faggot who should kms.
>>42202821I feel like cutting yourself is almost healthier than gathering new brainworms. More or less I switched from brainworms to drugs to self harm to healthier coping mechanisms (tea, journaling & poetry and healthy distractions) over the course of what's coming up on 5 years now. It takes time fren.
