I have no idea what to do anymore. I got hrt at 14 and don't pass. How is that physically possible. Sometimes when I'm meeting new people I lie and say I got it at 18 or something because how the fuck can someone seriously say oh yea I've been transitioning for 6 years and I'm still a manmoding never passer (ok reasonably maybe after multiple rounds of ffs i'd pass). i have yet to see a single person like me. i finished puberty at early 14 and am essentially a midshit (hrt after puberty). i had woke parents. what the fuck. like. HOW. what did i do. i was a good kid. i had good karma. luckshits, youngshits, the average MIDSHIT, mogs me. the fact that 90% of the people who transitioned even 2 years after me mog me makes me wanna bite the bullet. so yea. anyone else like me? doubt it. this place is dead anyways.
>>42203659genetics play a huge role in passing, and some people make it sound like it's a combination of E and magical unactivated genetics that will do it for you. Really it's all about bone structure, and facial features.... which are genetic, and have nothing to do with "E" or transitioning. Sorry you fell for the youngshit cope. a 30 year old pretty boy would have a better chance than you every day of the week if you were born as chad. No I am not like you I am a 29yo lateshit, and I am trooning out once my estrogen finally shows up in the mail. I think I'll make it because I look like women that look like men (androgynous-feminine), and it's not uncanny because I have attracted all of my partners while presenting like this.
>>42203699i dont know what the point of saying this to me was except to make me more miserable. if so. thats weird of you.
>>42203659anyways hopefully you find the money you need for your ffs nona, just stay positive.
>>42203728I was lashing out because I've seen too many youngshits get uppity I let it out on you, it's not fair. But people need to be more honest on here.
>>42203735im like the worst youngshit you could've picked on for this. i support ur goal but me? really?>>42203730this is lowkey all larp i'm actually a gigapassoid and im just writing this to let off some stream before i go anally fuck ur dad.
was the dose reasonable? i think hormones can change fat in the face a bit but not a ton
>>42203763yes i wasn't hondosed. god that would've been even worse
>>42203748honestly I believe it there also a lot of bdd passoids on the board.
>>42203699talking about cope and saying this is crazy>>42203779do you have outside confirmation it’s as bad as you think? i doubt it’s any consolation but it probably would have been worse if you started later, maybe you avoided some height or at least got time to work on personal style? assuming you don’t have a fake, bars with friends can be fun when you turn 21, drunk people are way more likely to stick with their gut assessment and treat you normally in my experience.hopefully you can get ffs soon <3
my logic isn't wrong isn't that what a luckshit is.
>>42203845no but it was nice to pretend. even for a moment.>>42203851>do you have outside confirmation it’s as bad as you think?mostly passgen, reddit and discord friends. i only manmode cuz i live in a super conservative area and there is a real threat of violence>drunk people are way more likely to stick with their gut assessment i might do this, adrogynous mode or something>avoided some heightfather is 6'2 and mother is 5'11. im being so serious. yk whats even more crazy? im only 5'8.>work on personal style?yes mostly in private tho>hopefully you can get ffs soon <3thank you, its being scheduled.
>>42203862>>42203659how tall are you and do you know your measurments?
>>42203882do it drop the pic anonette
>>42203882> father is 6'2 and mother is 5'11. im being so serious. yk whats even more crazy? im only 5'8.lol i’m 5’9 but my mom is like 5’4 and my dad is 5’2 or something, opposite end of the luck spectrum>manmodeis the manmode actually working
>>42203923>is the manmode actually workingonce ever two dozen interactions where i am gendered do i get gendered female.>>42203901i've already done so. i've seen 4chans opinion on my face many times. also this is a more emotionally vulnerable post i dont want someone bullying me rn.
>>42203940any voice training? is this with “manmode”? if you mean 1/20 when you are trying not to look like a woman that’s different from 1/20 dressed well with reasonable voice. I think 1/20 malefail would be pretty good rate but i never boymoded or whatever so idk
>>42203659I started DIY HRT at late 14 / early 15 and my facial structure is still male and voice dropped. I am also more of an early midshit than an actual youngshit, and I hate how people think if you start at this age that you are bound to make it, when it isn't true.
>>42203991holy shit. hi. i've never met anyone like me. wanna talk?>>42203966i've voice trained to my capabilities. i cant achieve a cis sounding voice after 6 years of effort. idk watcha want me to do. also this is in manmode
>>42204034Yeah sure we can talk, but my parents aren't woke, I did it all by myself and got into lots of trouble for DIYing, and yet I persisted. I'm not from the US but from Croatia (you might've seen some threads from me around here);@_rozzii
>>42203659i do not remember where i heard this, but isn't there something about the age being more or less irrelevant for starting hrt if you don't have the right genetics to actually look fem? like, if you were destined to be a chad, and then you happen to take hrt that is suppose to attack that predetermined chad development of yourself, hrt gets stomped and the genetics overpower of it and still make you end up looking like a chad. you don't fully develop into a chad, but it's like 90% complete.
>>42203659I'm sorry that your puberty hit you so hard anonette, I dont know if many people could relate to the experience of transitioning so young, but a lot of people start transition around the time of puberty cause thats when the biological clock starts ticking and depression from sexual dimorphism comes in as a general rule, so a lot of people can relate to how you feel, even if their numbers arent the sameI just hope that youll make it and afford ffs or something that would help you pass, the universe has cursed you but i hope you wont give up, and i hope you can find some solace in being able to figure yourself out a bit earlier than the majority of ust. oldshit neverpasser
