I have nothing in common with cis women or even trans women, and my desires are all wrong for my body. I think HRT + FFS actually made me more dysphoric, because I can crudely ape the external aesthetics or role of a woman, but I'm so laughably far from womanhood internally and interpersonally it's just ridiculous... I'm probably closer to a male but a really weird low-value one, I'm not even autistic. Is there a place for someone like me to even exist comfortably or do I have to rope? Because like the fact that I'll never reap the benefits of being a functional male or woman really sucks.
>>42208560Just BEE yourself!
>>42208597Yes, I've tried; that's resulted in a lot of unhappiness.
accept woke and embrace nonbinary
>>42208604Naw. Thats literally impossible. Whatever you were trying to be in that case was not you then. Sounds like you need to find yourself first. > dont like current you> find something different> try it> repeat till you find you
>>42208618I don't believe in that for me, personally. Others can do what they want and I will respect that, but I'm not nonbinary. Just a very backwards and confused male.
>>42208560Sounds like you're just poorly socialized
>>42208646Go back to Twitter or Reddit or wherever you crawled out of. I've found myself, sorry it doesn't align squarely with your worldview. It's just not possible for me to be happy as a man, which I'm locked into.>>42208659People don't really like introverted, short, burnt crispy otaku autosexual males, this has made it very difficult to connect with others.
>>42208677> Go back to Twitter or Reddit or wherever you crawled out of.I've found myself, sorry it doesn't align squarely with your worldview. It's just not possible for me to be happy as a man, which I'm locked into.Huh? If your not happy as a man, maybe try something different. Its whts i just said.
>>42208722>Huh? If your not happy as a man, maybe try something different. Its whts i just said.There's not a way for me to change that.
>>42208743> There's not a way for me to change that.Maybe no way to change the past, if you were born in a male body, but you can still try to be yourself. Your external presentation and how people see you, does not have to define who you are inside.
>>42208930I don't think you get it, or you took liberal mumbo-jumbo at face value. I already am presenting as desired. Doesn't change that I'm a man. Doesn't change that I will never be a woman. Doesn't change that even if I pass at a glance, my demeanor and inner mechanisms are blatantly male. Nobody who interacts with me in more than passing sees me as a woman.
>>42208560I just want you to know that it isn't too late.Jesus loves you. Even if you got confused and misled by some very lost and sad people. That's okay. The pathway back to God and to life is still there for you. Jesus is holding open the door for you!God's kingdom of eternal life is open to everyone, everyone is invited! No matter what.All you gotta do is accept the invitation.It's so easy, and I promise you, the relief that will flood over you the moment you choose to free yourself from all the satanic lies, whew momma, it's gonna feel so good!I'm really excited for you, anon! I can feel that God's call is starting to reach your heart. Trust in Him and let go. Your eternal life in Heaven as the man that God made you is waiting for you.
>>42209095I've tried that before, didn't work for me.
>>42208964> Nobody who interacts with me in more than passing sees me as a woman.People are always going to act however they want to act. Its free will. Stop setting your mood based on others and BEE yourself.
>>42209124Have you ever considered that this just IS myself? That I'm just a sensitive person?
>>42209095God torments us in our youth. I tried to be a good Christian and suppress my thoughts and all that did was break me. I would have been better as a good Christian girl but God and His followers would have never allowed it.
>>42209128Okay, well your definitely emotionally draining like a woman. Maybe its not a man vs woman problem but a your no fun to be around problem
>>42209293Sorry that expressing my feelings is draining to you. I should have cloaked myself in irony or chased trans women or something, that's more /tttt/'s speed.
>>42208560yeah i always knew deep down that what i have is peter pan syndrome, i am a failed male who cant talk to girls, is disliked by my male peers and is ugly, but trying to transition to escape being a failed male just made me a failed tranny, because im not like trannies either. ideally i could just be an androgynous thing and not have to be forced to play the gender game im so bad at. but biology is what it is and i only exist to be destroyed
