>my best friend from highschool killed himself at 21>in the aftermath i end up forming a friendship with his oldest friend>chuddy guy, have had a lot of moments where i questioned if i really wanted to hang out with him>felt i couldn't abandon him since we had that shared history and i knew his life is kinda fucked up>eventually (like 9 years later) he has developed severe mental illness (he can't work), his mother has died, his stepdad and brother are abusive, he's lost various friends because of his mental illness>i never abandoned him even though he pisses me off sometimes, when he got kicked out of his house i told him he can stay at my place as long as he wants (he didn't end up needing it)>i got to the point where i had started HRT and nobody that i know irl knows>he's the first and only person i've told irl>he doesn't really comment on it whatsoever (he barely believes it, thinks im kidding), just nervously says he supports me>ever since then he's become much more open with me, more supportive of me (like in general, looking out for me)>chudbro is my closest friend & confidant and we're always there for eachotheridk it's just cool that humanity can defy this bullshit. world is alright sometimes
>>42209104this is sweet :)
>>42209104Im happy for you anonIm also glad the world is like thismy story is different but...haivng that one person near you is sooo so...idk what to call it? important? Nice? Soul-salvaging? yeahKeep going. We gonna be ok