>wake up>lay in bed depressed because your a non passing boymoder>family forces you to go to family dinner because Italian >make small talk for 3 hours>go home>lay in bed depressed because your a non passing boymoder>fall asleep at 4 am>talking to friends doesnt help>playing games doesnt help>i was robbed of being cis and ill never get to live as a woman because ill never have the money to move out even when i get my degree>my degree which will take years and i wont be able to get a job with>and ill always be a clocky twinkhon anyways so it doesnt matterI dont have the money to move out. How do i break the cycle?>Pic rel unrelated
>>42212353Idk anon I'm in the same situation
>>42212353Perhaps drugs?
>>42212353Play skullgirls with me
>>42212652Sure if u want drop discAlso who do you main?
>>42212353is welfare an option? it might be humiliating but u probably don't have any other choice right now.>i was robbed of being cis*looking* like a woman is secondary to *being* a woman. sure, both are important, but as long as u sound feminine, act feminine, and have a generally feminine aura, most people will never tell and probably not even care. >and ill always be a clocky twinkhon anyways so it doesnt matterlooking like a masculine woman will always be better than being a hon, and being a twinkhon is not far from being a masculine/androgynous woman. look into skincare, makeup, and once you have the money, possibly ffs.>talking to friends doesnt help>playing games doesnt helpu could try some new interests. are u a creative person? could try writing something, making music, drawing, etc. i don't know what else ur into, but there's a lot u can do beyond talking and games.also, i luv squigly. i suck at playing her but she complements my unga bunga rushdown valentine pretty well and SHES PRETTY AND A GOOD SINGER AND THATS WHY I LOVE HER AAAAAAid totally post with her as my picrel if i didnt already choose neru