I would like to go to the park one day. Dressed in a beret, with a nice cardigan, pleated skirt that goes to my ankles, with loafers on. Looking at the dogs people bring, listening to the birds, and hey if I want too I sit by on the bench listening to Smashing Pumpkins. If I go at night, I could see the playground empty. I could go on the slides, and monkey bars. I could finally try these things without feeling like there’s something fundamentally wrong with me. But how can I? I’m too tall, hairy, I can’t even dress like that without shunning since my family has the rural Mexican view of the world where presentation matters above all. I am not sure how to feel anymore. If I could lie to myself saying I like being male until I believe it, I would. But isn’t that what I’ve been doing until I was fourteen? The only difference now is that I know that I don’t like it, and I have to pretend I do. If there truely is no way to not be trans, I just wish there was a way to have my only kin to accept the fact that I exist, without losing all the praise I recieved, my only real social interactions, the goodwill I have and still being the person everyone needs. But that won’t happen until later than it should I feel, and it probably is too late. I’ll have to live with that.
>>42213207Sis gojo is in the item shop, are you trying to run duos?
>>42213299I havent played Fortnite in forever. is it worth checking out?
>>42213372Only if you like buying slop skins and 50 pop-ups. But for a person like me that's good
>>42213685John Cena, Goku, Issac Clarke, and Jules Winnfield playing “Diary Of Jane” by Breaking Benjamin can now be done
>>42213207Why didn't he just take T, get ripped, and bind. Why did he go straight to top/bottom surgery and give up when that didn't work. He was so retarded
>>42213866he should have been trying to get that Kazuya Mishima build instead of crying
