I am a fag just got kicked out checked into a motel for a few days. Cig burns on the bed sheets and smells foul. I am now Homeless. Running low on funds. Think I will just have to sleep in negative sleeping bag in the forest.Any advice? I am at rock bottom. Its cold and snowy. I don't know what to do, this sucks so bad.
>>42214151body teaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
>>42214151take estrogen and become a girl and then you can get a husband to take care of you
>>42214151Get a job or beg for money on rdrama.net
>>42214151That guy has red hair i can tell Can you try a homeless shelter before going into the woods? You might freeze to death in the woods.
>>42214151Apply for a shit-ton of jobs starbucks is hiring usually. uhhhhh do you have a car? why'd you get kicked out?
>>42214151Survive the cold in one piece, get jars of peanutbutter and some tuna or cheese if you want to get calories in really cheap.
>>42214151First night, phone a friend, get a hotel room, call shelters, call crisis center near you for information. If nothing then go camping. Find a dry place without bugs near a library. As long as you stay dry and bug free you will be fine. Call or find a ride to social services and get on food stamps and ask about other help with homelessness. While you are waiting to see your tax dollars that didnt go to isreal and lining democrat niggers pockets never do shit to help you, you can use these places to charge your phones and bird bath in sinks. Im going to make a sissy farm with my inheritance as collatoral and a bank loan, but you'll have to work on the farm doing womens work and you will have to be on HRT.
>>42214151that looks like a suspiciously nice motel i don't fully trust you but your #1 priority should be not dying in a forest and finding shelter instead
>>42214151What are they kicking you out for? Sucking dick?
>>42214167I'd do that if a guy would take care of me I'm struggling>>42214170I am gonna go out and look tmr. Rdrama doubt lol but fuck it>>42214179Yeah I can. I'll be fine with a negative degree sleeping bag I have done it before.
>>42214218> fill out job apps and do some interviews and then work for a month and get $1000 after taxes to afford nothingHahahahahhaahhaahaah no your idea is dumb
>>42214244I'll do that idc anymore I'll do whatever you say>>42214218No car. I am bipolar that is why :(>>42214250It is a pic from a couple days ago when I was with family
>>42214151Look up homeless assistance services in your area. If you're not in a big city, get yourself to the nearest one with good services. You can get food and a place to stay no matter how broke you are. There are also generally LGBT-focused charities you get get help from. Most homeless people are on the streets not because help is unavailable, but because they're severely mentally ill and can't or don't want to accept it.
dont listen to these guys you can just suck my cock and we can cuddle together instead
>>42214286>I am bipolar that is why :(Oh damn you're already in the bad pipeline anon mentioned here >>42214288Take your fucking meds and get help immediately, retard, or you'll be one of the ghouls in no time.
>>42214286> I'll do that idc anymore I'll do whatever you sayGood, because theres more rules, no boymoder clothes, feminine or cute dresses only, when around me or the future madam of the farm, you will have to use your female voice.
>>42214151Go find Jesus. There's got to be a church or something nearby.
>>42214286bipolar doesn't explain everything though? what kinda things did you have to do to get kicked out?no car isn't good.consider sleeping in the forest, I guess?? Try apologizing to family (idk what you did) to get back with them asap. while doing that try to get shelter somewhere. Get on meds asap once either one of those is done. get a job for more savings in the future so you're not actually super legit fucked if (or when) this happens again
>>42214417>bipolar doesn't explain everything though? what kinda things did you have to do to get kicked out?He's bipolar dude, he'll never tell you the whole story
>>42214451True. He probably decided to have an all night suck fest with meth heads in his parents living room, then started yelling at them when they asked him to not use the good towels for anal sex clean up.
>>42214451idk did he throw a chair or something? how does this happen? i'm so confused
>>42214329I guess I will have to get on meds. I hate meds. I tried 3 new ones this year all had bad sides. I have been on around 15 different meds in my life.>>42214417I just would talk about my pain and problems every day and the worst thing I did was call them retarded. They got tired of hearing me repeat the same things, I have thought loops. I was not violent at all. They both put their hands on me. They were tired of me not taking my meds even though they gave me bad sides. No one ever listens to me.They won't let me back.My kidneys hurt too, hope they don't fail. I wish I was never born.I hear noises outside this is rough
>>42214499take a photo so we can see the view outside, anon
>>42214491You've never interacted with a bipolar person on a manic phase. They're incredibly happy-go-lucky until the tiniest obstacle gets in the way of the good times, then they turn into literal screeching demons.
>>42214517how does one even survive like that?
>>42214151download grindrstay with dudesare you dense m8? you're actually spending money on accomodation rn?
>>42214517Only true weed addict I knew was bipolar. He would sustain his manic phases with weed. He was like another a total different person on meds vs manic. He was actually very productive and like super human in his manic phases. Hilarious and talented. Then a dull miserable person when not.
>>42214539I am not surviving. Every day I wake up in pain. I have ruined every thing in my life. I push every one away when my mood shifts. I would not wish this on anyone. >>42214507Sorry don't want to dox location. Its just a empty parking lot with some snow>>42214555I'm on sniffies rn I am trying I only have one body and lost my virginity this year I'm 21. Lots of guys but I am nervous and don't want aids. I'm looking
>>42214517that's fun too tho. op can sleep on my couch if they want.
>>42214584> don't want to dox locationWell if you want potentially direct help from anyone here, you might want to get over this. Give me a ballpark location so I can write off being able to help
Op is hot. How come i never find a hot twink in the woods?
>>42214614Ohio>>42214604Wya
>>42214617> all i find is putrified corpses of my last victimsStop being a degen and accept god.
>>42214584if you live in chicago then ill help you lose your virginity :)(im a bottom btw lol)
>>42214584No one here is going to go to the effort of finding your location, dumbass.
>>42214629> ohioYour the second person Ive meet here from ohio... is that the default state everyone says, or is ohio near 4chan HQ? Theres gotta be some other ohioian here. Im in the DC area so i cant do nothing for ya
>>42214635I'll accept God is real if he sends me a ginger twink in a sleeping bag as a sign
>>42214539They generally kinda don't, or end up in horrific scenarios, because they will inevitably try to tear down whatever stability they manage to cultivate in their life between manic and depressive phases. It's really sad. I hope one day there's some pharmaceutical or neurological intervention for it that doesn't suck.
>>42214646Sorry>>42214641I don't :(>>42214656I'm not even from here just stuck due to family issues. I hate this stateI might see if I can join the military or something>>42214672Yeah I destroyed everything, no cure, its a chronic disease. Just fucking lol hahah
>>42214691Are you gay? You can live with me.
>>42214715Yes I am
>>42214672Its called lithium. Its actually good for anyones brain. Its just a mineral, not some crazy pharma brain posion. It makes most people feel better, and was considered (i think but not going to look it up) as a healthier choice for adding to water then flouride. Literally the only reason people stop it, is it makes you fat. Bipolar may not like having their manic phases from it, but it makes you fat that why everyone hates it
>>42214728No way i thought you would be bi! Or into trannies. I'm serious that i didn't like the idea of you sleeping outside because of your mental health stuff you can't control. Do you have a discord?
>>42214742i've been trying to gain weight for years and lithium hasn't helped at alli'd say the biggest downside are the muscle spasms
>>42214746not op but faced with the choice of sleeping outside or sleeping with a weird 4chan user id sleep outside
>>42214746I am into trannies. I think I am bi. I am just desperate sorry for lying. I have never had sex with a woman I am nervous.I only have xmpp/jabber I have a new phone and lost a lot and need to buy a number tomorrow to make accounts.My xmpp/jabber is sadxd2929@jabber.5july.netApp called monal in app store or dino.im or gajim for pc
>>42214629>Wyanorcal
>>42214781Please anyone hit me up I have no one I am so lonelyThank you all for the tips/help/info
>>42214765> i'd say the biggest downside are the muscle spasmsThat make sense. Its a mineral, so like consuming excessive salt, potassium or other electrolyte, itll often effect your bodys electrolyte balance which causes thoses. Drink more water. Take your lithium.
>>42214827Nta All I have is valporate, lamictal, depakote rn. Its dangerous to take it randomly but I have been taking lamictal the past 7 days
>>42214848> valporate, lamictal, depakote Holy fuck they got you zonked! Well take those. Those are much stronger then lithium.
>>42214959I am.They are gonna go through my stuff and I left my back pack that had my negative HIV test so they are gonna know I'm a fag now and they are super homophonic lol. I'm sleeping goodnight
>>42215061Goodnight sweet prince.
>>42214256>I'd do that if a guy would take care of me I'm strugglingA guy unironically would
>>42215061Who's they?
>>42214256Get a mylar sleeping blanket. You can find them in Walmart. They only cost a dollar or two. Camping section, I think. Try to get on some government assistance program like food stamps. If you get on any form of assistance you should qual I fy for an emergency obama phone but look up the exact requirements it has been a while since I've read them.
>>42214151Ask FAnon to take you in.
>>42214641Let's see pics of bottom
>>42214299Let's see your cock
>>42215978I will try a bar tonight, none really close. I have a line up of guys I can link with from sniffies but I need to get sleeping stuff or to a shelter first.Last night I was calm but my situation is dawning on me and I'm scared NGL.
>>42214244>grrr I hate democrats >you should try to get on programs the republicans cutlol
>>42217037Anon, I've never been to Ohio but I looked up some information for in case this sudden crisis may be affecting your ability to think and plan ahead.I can't vouch for any of these services since as I said I'm not from that state so try to do some research on your own.Stand by for some multiposts.
>>42217037I don't know if you have a phone now but if you have limited funds you might lose access to a paid service.Think about getting an Obama emergency lifeline phone. They are low end smart phones that you can get for free. You can call and text. If you go to a place with free internet like a library or a cafe you can surf the internet.https://www.occ.ohio.gov/factsheet/telephone-lifeline-programs-ohioBasically you need to either prove your income OR be on another government assistance program.I don't know your circumstances but from your posts it doesn't sound like you have a job so proving your income may be hard. The easiest way I suspect would be to get on SNAP (food stamps). If you get SNAP benefits you can also get an Obama phone.
>>42214742lithium have serious sides and is hard to use for bipolar"just a mineral"? you are a purebred idiot and should shut up
>>42217037https://benefits.ohio.gov/You can check if you are eligible for government programs like SNAP here. Remember, checking if you are eligible is not the same as applying. You will actually need to apply.
>>42217037>>42217798Don't panic if you don't have all the information you think you need. If you can go and apply in person the staff at these places will often know how to help someone in your exact position since they do this all day, every day.
