To all ftm's here, do you have heavy testicle envy? Or is it mostly just penis envy?How do you deal with it? Is there cosmetic surgery for it if you were born f?I'm a cis guy, and I'm abnormally obsessed with my balls. I've been stretching the scrotum since I was a young teen, and had minor cosmetic procedures done. My balls are literally the size of a grapefruit now. I would literally kill myself, find the nearest knife and jab it into my neck, if I lost my balls. Even if my dick still worked perfectly somehow. I genuinely enjoy having them worshipped and bathed by my tpuppygirl gf's tongue just as much as sex itself. With that in mind, I've been thinking about ftm's recently and how they persist. I honestly think its incredibly mentally challenging and I applaud them for pursuing the ftm journey. I couldn't do it. How do you deal with it mentally?
>>4221505TRUTH NUKE:No one wants balls. AMAB Cis men like their effects. They like the sperm and T they produce. Women attracted to men, likewise, like the sperm and T they produce the men, but neither finds them attactive. Neither actually enjoys their existence. They are a failed design by god. They should have been internal organs, not having your entire lineage dangling between your legs. Its a ridiculous design. Cats are superior.
>>42215140This was written by AI.>>42215155You aren't ftm though.
>>42215163I forgot to add the exception, GAYMEN love testicles. But eveyone outside of gay men (immoral disgusting perverts), actually hates balls, and when they say they love having them, what they mean is they love the T and sperm they produce, not "i love having two extra sensitive organs dangling completely unprotected at kicking and biting level at the most awkward place for doing any movement while they also look gross and unappealing"
>>42215182> this was written by AI.Cats are superior design.
>>42215053I love the ones in my furry porn because they look cute and are all fuzzy. Human ones are all wrinkly and have shitty pubes.It's a skill issue.
>>42215209you never had ur balls sucked while getting a handjob? pure bliss
>>42215263Who are you quoting?
>>42215209This is pretty validating to me as a ball-loving pooner
>>42215140Wrong, I have heavy balls there are girls who love it and play with them and girls who don't care.
>>42215254No its painful! They always end up flicking one by accident, and it hurts. Its not fun. >>42215263So sorry for forgetting to add the most important EXCEPTION to any discussion about men, that yea everyone EXCEPT the group that we all know will be responsible for pestilence in the end of times, the GAY MEN, dont like having an upside mini alien brain descending from their lower abdomen with zero natural protections and the worse most painful nerve ending connections at ideal target height. Its absolutely retarded. People only like them for sperm and T....EXCEPT THE FUCKING GROUP PERVERTEDLY OBSESSED WITH MEN TO DIGUSTING IMMORAL DEGREES! I dont know why needs to stated.
>>42215395None of that proves anything. They all think they are gross or funny looking. None of turned on to them. Your retarded to think that. Thanks for participating though.
>>42215467>No its painful! They always end up flicking one by accident, and it hurts. Its not fun.u just had an amateur do it. trust me when they get it right and slobber on it. god that shit hits so good.
When I was 13 I had testicular torsion and it was the worst pain of my life. but my parents at first thought I was trying to get out of lacrosse practice but called the doctor and they said to come in the next day if it got worse. I was rushed into surgery the next day and prayed to Jesus Christ and they “saved” it but it basically shriveled away. Then I went through some self destructive years in my teens and twenties and had a few times where I had PTSD flashbacks of reliving the whole thing until the Summer of Love 2020 where I took mdma on the beach with my friend and told him the whole story of what happened and I haven’t had a flashback since
>>42215531This was only the one nut by the way the other one picked up the slack
>>42215499Ok incel
If no ftm's answer my question (why I made this thread) I am SHUTTING IT DOWN!
>>42215590I answered tho: >>42215249
I like my balls. They're a massive (heh) inconvenience. occasionally they hurt for no reason and they're big enough that if they jiggle around too much it pulls the cord and hurts like shit, so i have to be careful about what underwear i pick and how i have sex. They look good though, and the smell is 10/10, but you're not really missing out on an "experience". Its like owning a 4wd that you only use to get to work or the shops. Its the same as any other thing, just more costly and harder to park
