If I had been born in a different country, then I would've been far happier than I am now. I was put on a gender clinic waiting list in England when I was around 13, I'm 18 now and I've not heard anything from them. I only found out about DIY when I was 17, and I started it immediately. I've only been on it for around four months. It has made things slightly better for me, I still don't pass, but I can't stop thinking about what I was denied for years and how much time I wasted; even though it was out of my control. I feel like it's too late for me and that I'll never pass. I want to get to a point where I pass and where I'm happy with myself, I'm incredibly miserable. My family thinks that my dysphoria was something I grew out of and no one has any idea about my gender or me being on HRT. If I were allowed HRT at 13, then I wouldn't have to be in the closet right now. I could've been happy. I could've already been living as my true self. I hope that one day this will all be a distant memory and that I'll be living as myself.
>>42217403this is why England should be wiped off of the mapTotal Bonger Death
>>42217403hey try to be positive, the average age of transition I'm pretty sure used to be like 27. You'll make it with time anonette, just keep at it, and take care of yourself, ok.
>>42217419My transsexual ideation first started occurring when I was 11. Seven wasted years of my life! Brvtal.
>>42217427once more we should sink England into the Atlantic. Scotland too for housing Galbraith.
>>42217426It's unjust either way
>>42217403Kinda coping desu, most places you will never have hrt until your 16-18 earliest, you can buy DIY HRT here easier, the main reason this country sucks is everyone is fat and ugly and there's pakis and niggers everywhere
>>42217444sure it is but as the unfairly wronged youngshit you can always choose to blame trannies who transitioned later than you to gain favors with cis people
>>42217615Blame them for what?
>>42217403>expecting the nhs to give her hrtSorry hon it's reserved for menopausal women and there's a shortage. Gender affirming care rapes girls somehow so fuck you :)
>>42217777TrveI really wish I knew about DIY sooner
>>42217403You wouldve been jazz jennings.
>>42218249I would've been!
