QOTT: what are your new year's resolutions?QOTT2: how long do you think you'll actually commit to those resolutions before giving up or changing them?previous: >>42185931
>>42226226>qotti wanna work on bulking and working out more consistently, i've been underweight my whole life and want to actually have some meat on my bones. i also wanna go back to being vegan, i had a flareup of my heart issues and had to go back to omni for a couple years.>qott2i'll probably fall off when school is out in may since i'll have a free month between my school year and summer jobs. hopefully i can get back to normal by june tho.
>>42226258Being vegan is bad for gains and it's really complicated to diet properly to get everything you need like that. Why do that?
>>42226290moral reasons. also i'm in college and have access to a high variety of vegan foods via dining halls. when i was counting calories and macros before my flareup i was actually making good progress with gains while vegan, i just lost them when i got sick and couldn't eat much.
>>42226316Oh okay well if you can get strong anyways then it shouldn't be an issue I guess. Me personally I just love meat too much to stop eating it even if the little cows aren't being treated very nicely. Forgive me mister.
>>42226226I want to find a cute, breedable ftm bf this year
>>42226381you always say this but are you actually making an effort to find him or just complaining on here
>>42226430This is clearly just a psyop to make the marginalized and often mistreated group of ftms feel bad and push narratives about what they are in the eyes of society.
>>42226430I try, but ftm twinks/femboys are in a huge demand, and all that is left on dating apps are mutilated women with beards
>>42226463i know but i wanted to see what he'd say kek>>42226481those are the best ones, you don't have the mind of a true gayden connoisseur
Continue my seated meditation practice now that I've restarted it.Ask myself more often what I am doing.Finish a couple of crafts projects in paper-mache, dollmaking, painting, knitting, drawing and graphic design.maybe start a light workout routine.
>>42226513You're a very smart guy keep being smart good job. But still engaging with schizo antics and psyops can be damaging for your psyche be careful
>>42226513Well, nobody likes ugly freakzoid bitches. Men long for twinks with pussies and wombs
>>42226481>I try, but cis women are in huge demand, so all that's left are women who actually want to be men
i'm a gay guy but my boyfriends kept coming out as trans women... so i gave up and started dating trans guysgod they're hot and they will never betray me mpfh ok good night
impregnate cute vaginabois!
Is TH back?
>>42228549Lord Almighty, we used to have so many breedable ftm bois here. It's a barren desert now, all that's left now are worthless mutilated women. >>42229152I post here from time to time
>>42226520neat, i used to do dollmaking too when i was younger. what kind do you usually work with?
gloves turns me on in a crazy way
what do yall do for work
>>42232049during the schoolyear i'm a computer science teaching assistant and the rest of the time i'm a data analyst
>>42226226I want to finally sign up for a gym membership and rehabilitate my body (this was a bad year for my joints), finally do my university entrance exams, get to a B1 in German, and read and write a little more. I guess it's cheating tho if it's all stuff I have to do anyways, isn't it?
hi /ftmg/ tomorrow my boyfriend is getting top surgery and I'm going to be there for him during recovery, what can I do to help? I'm an mtf for context, and tho I've had bottom surgery, I had to take care of myself during recovery of that.
>>42232139biggest things is helping move things down to easily accessible areas since his arm movement is gonna be pretty limited for a while. also get lotsa benadryl.
>>42232445Why Benadryl?
>>42232472he will be very itchy but unable to scratch at it and very fatigued but not able to get a full sleep
bump
when you think about it, its fembrained to care about passing and your physical appearance so much.
>>42235304it's a well known fact that cis men don't care about their physical appearance and looking manly
lonely bump
got called a male again
i need to put on 40lbs
>>42239675Then do it you retard
>>42239685>QOTT: what are your new year's resolutions?
>>42239687Ok that's my fault I just got pissed when I saw picrel and typed without thinking
>>42239695why did it make you triggered>?
>Threadschizos flood /ftmg/>Known tripfags stop posting>Gen can't get 40 posts in 2 daysNOOOOOTICING
>>42236009trvke, men dont do any skin care and dont care about fashion. they just exist as men.
>>42239728I don't understand what the big deal is when the thread is slow or when it disappears before bump limit like who cares
How does any of you deal when a strapon is not good enough for you, but you still desire penetrative sex? I'm sorry but I really don't like using strapons and dilso, but I have a very strong desire to penetrate. What should I do?Asking for a friend.
>>42240732Surgery might be your only option then dood, either that or a prosthetic like the hot rod from transthetics since that'll work with the equipment you already got.
>>42240732i just get fucked by real dick
>>42240754Looks cool, but I still feel like it's not going to work :(But thanks for the rec
>>42228549Ion even look like that anymore
>>42241662What's a woman doing in ftmg
>>42241737You new here?
>>42229603>TH still here after almost 5 yearsImagine all the shit you could've done instead of spamming your repetitive, borderline retarded nonsense here. Are you proud of yourself?
>>42241737>woman invades space she doesn't belong in>makes her presence insufferableMany such cases, just filter her.
>>42241851I’m convinced guys like this are Gaydens. You could use my pics to make ai generate porn or something like a man, but instead you complain like a fembrained faggot
>>42239728ever since th started spamming and now I believe someone else, quality of /ftmg/ dropped drasticallyI used to say for years that /lgbt/ has never changed when I saw "/lgbt/ has fallen" threads but this is actually it. this is the actual decline
baby poon here. how do i diy T?
>>42242229what country?
>>42242229suck penises to extract T-rich spermies
>>42242255canada
>>42242264sweet you would do the same diy as me thenhttps://alphanorthlabs.com/product/testosterone-cypionate/you will need>1 ml syringes without needle>25 g × 1½ inch needlesyou can ask for each of these at rexall or shoppers drug mart pharmacy for example, no prescription needed, it's $5 for 20 each, or you can buy them online at medneedles>hand sanitizer I guess you'll start maybe with a half-dose (0.2ml) then increase to 0.4 ml)you will inject in the outer part of your thigh about middle, put it all the way inyou can watch videos about injecting needles
>>42242264check out sst (search that plus steroids) and look at canadian domestic sources. conpare prices and reviews. Ordering domestic is safe as CP cant currently open domestic mail without a warrant. DO NOT order from overseas unless you are prepared to get a 'love letter' and your package seized. Don't get one of those gayads blends with multiple esters like sustanon either. Either get test C, E, or D. Undecaonate takes too long to build and shorter esters like prop need to be injected daily
>>42242376ohand you would inject once a week
>>42242376holy shit you're a life saver, i'm saving this info. thanks dude!
>>42226226Hope you're all having a wonderful day
>>42242195Gloves moved to another board but he seems liked there, G is here, unsure where the others scattered to.
>>42241662why did you go back to looking like a girl?
>>42243359thank you ftm appreciator you too
my self esteem and self worth is in the gutter i don't know why i feel like such a fucking freak loser. everything i do feels wrong or stupid, i'm ugly and weak willed and uninteresting and idk why i have friends. theyre such good people and i know they don't feel the way about me that i feel about myself and i feel like im hiding a secret from them bc of it
Anyone else feel like a creep for liking women as a man? Now that I've been passing, I get weird looks when I stare at women, which is obvious, but it's so different from looking at women as one of them, and it makes me feel awkward. Do I just ignore it and keep loving boobs? or should I do something about my feelings?
>>42244963I felt worse as a lesbian gender fuck. I just let women come to me (happens a lot now) and let them be the creep
>>42243431because they are one
>>42245347Good point.
>>42244772i think you need to talk to them about how you feel. it's probably not gonna fix it right away but you sound like you need a strong support system.
>>42244963if leering makes you feel like a creep and you're making the women uncomfortable stop doing it
>>42243419Went to school
>>42245774how do i even do that? 'hey i feel like the most insignificant ugly boring loser on the planet despite how good you are to me and how much kindness you treat me with. jsyk.' i dont want to be coddled or weird them out. its something outside validation can't solve, but at the same time it's hard to pretend i don't feel like an alien every second of the day. they aren't even making me feel this way, so idk what telling them would do. i just wish i didn't hate myself so much for no good reason
>>42231888>neat, i used to do dollmaking too when i was younger. what kind do you usually work with?I've never done it before (unless you count paper and cornhusk dolls). right now, I'm working on a waldorf doll. it is very hard, but not as hard as I thought it was going to be.
does age matter (after puberty) when it comes to ftm transition? do any of you wish you transitioned sooner?
>>42247770> it's hard to pretend i don't feel like an alien every second of the day>i just wish i didn't hate myself so much for no good reasontell them this
>>42247964>does age matter (after puberty) when it comes to ftm transition?not really unless you get pregnant. if it's post puberty you'll still be short, have a small skull and wide hips, and have a frog voice no matter when you start.>do any of you wish you transitioned sooner?yes, i wish i was smart enough to get around my parent's computer child locks to find out about diy before or during puberty. but it's not like i can change the past so i don't dwell on it.
Test
>>42226226I'm fwbs with a trans guy and it's been interesting figuring out what kinds of stimulation really get him going. I'd have figured the clit/tdick would be a lot more sensitive near the tip and that sucking on it like you would a regular dick would be the way to go, but for some reason I get way better luck pressing flat against the base of it and making smaller movements. He's also got an insanely sensitive g-spot.What do you guys like, personally?
>>42249683i'm like him, the base feels a lot better than the tip. favorite way to masturbate is frotting against a dildo and hitting its tip against the base of my tdick.
>>42249683whenever my friend tries sucking my dick it just hurts unless he basically babies it he tries to jerk me off but hand angling is pretty awkward. i don't really come from touch there unless i'm pressing into it really hard with a vibrator. penetration makes me come pretty easy though
>>42249683pussy g spot or ass g spot?
>>42244963It's a bit of an irrational fear but I'm terrified of being accused of rape for existing within 4 feet of them and making eye contact for .0004 seconds. I'm not even attracted to women.
>>42249855>he tries to jerk me off but hand angling is pretty awkwardI've had a lot of luck doing something like pic related. Kinda just imagine the paper is the dick. I can stroke him between the thumb and the crook of the finger and press into the base with the first knuckle of the finger. He seems to like that quite a bit if everything is nice and slick. >>42249862Pussy. As far as I'm aware all the analogous structures that make up the p-spot for cis guys are the ones in the g-spot in a pussy. Anal without a prostate just seems like it would be all-round inferior unless you really hardcore get off on the mental aspect of it.
>>42249960What's the problem...? It's not like they can do anything about it after you've been accused. You'll be fine even if you really did it.
>>42249983he does something similar too but i think i might have unironically gooned myself to lack of sensation there. i also take nandrolone instead of T and supposedly that causes ED in cis men. i don't know if that's related because i started around the same time this started happening to me
>>42249983Idk, anal is infinitely better to me than vaginal but I think that's because I have atrophy from T and vaginal requires me to dissociate due to its nature while anal doesn't
>>42250014Have you tried to get your hands on DHT cream?>>42250023Ah yeah that would do it. He doesn't seem to have much if any genital dysphoria and I don't think he's had a dry spell longer than two weeks for the five years he's been on T (in his own words, "kind of a whore"), so the atrophy never really had a chance.
>>42250114too scared of balding also the idea of only being able to come from penetration is hot on a metalevel to me
>>42250002I know it's an irrational fear that's why I said as much. Ironically that same fear does make me look like a creep around them because I'm always squirming and all
chat should i OD tonight
>>42250125>too scared of balding>from topical DHT on your junkBrother if you're that paranoid about it you're probably already on fin, and that would prevent the balding from whatever tiny amount of DHT made it to your scalp
>>42250154For what? It's not even a holiday bruh...
>>42250175that's what the nandrolone is for, it doesn't convert to dht i like whining to my friend about how i just can't come with my clit and how i need his cock to be satisfied and i'm too lazy to apply cream anyways
>>42250125>the idea of only being able to come from penetration is hot on a metalevel to meThis is kinda why I tried to permanently numb my dick before I gave up because I thought it was retarded
>>42250317if i were a cis man i would be wearing a chastity cage right now
>>42250375I did manage to make a somewhat decent chastity cage but too lazy to make it again. What I did was get a roll of medical tape like picrel where it had a plastic roll and the internal diameter + length just so happened to be slightly bigger than my dick which meant it wouldn't actually touch it. Then I cut some pieces to anchor the roll to my crotch and rolled some more around the plastic itself for extra security. I covered the top as well but it could be kept open for teasing. All a bit hard to describe over text but I managed to wear it for several days and could only cum via my ass in the meantime
>>42250504You can get stupidly cheap cages on Amazon, bud
>>42250504Cages that work with tdicks?
>>42250540Wrong reply, meant to reply to >>42250532. Whatever
>>42250548Ah, no. I misinterpreted. I don't think anyone has even attempted to make such a thing as a product.
>>42250558>I don't think anyone has even attempted to make such a thing as a product.AHEM hint hint, broke fags pay attention. Product idea right here.
>>42250558I've seen some designed for trans men but it covers the vagina as well which is annoying when you want it to actually look like a cage. I once saw one use a normal chastity cage and substituted the balls for his labia but I'm pretty sure that's dependent on the individual
Post your vaginas afab bros.
>>42250980Do you think anyone 1. doesn't know who you are?2. doesn't want you to jump into traffic?
>>42226226ur resolutions should be to get a tgirl gf to abuse
>>42249983are you canadian? is he actually on t?
i want to troon out but i dont want to grow a bald spot because then id just look like a sad balding bitch or carl from ATHFi wanna finally transition but im also a fat fuck who loves weed and food.
>>42253499Do you want to be a man or not
>>42253499>i wanna finally transition but im also a fat fuck who loves weed and food.Lol the first reason was better, these are fixable.
>>42251466I am not Canadian, and he's been on T for ~6 years I think
>>42253499Balding is optional, moron
I'm so lonely, I was hoping to meet people at my community college but I think half the class is going to bail on my only in person class because attendance is optional
>>42255986bf?
>>42256103I has bf but I want friends :-(
>>42255986if you're on campus there are more places to meet people than class, try to talk to people at student centers and dining halls
>>42255986Gotta join clubs m8
>>42226226>qottTo stop being a pussy and finally kill myself >qott2I have time until my birthday in June, if nothing changes for better I think I'll be motivated enough to do it. I've been contemplating suicide for a couple of years. My transition failed, my life sucks, I have no friends, no partner, no future, and 35 looks like a nice number to end it.
>>42256832>>42256624I will be on the look out. Everyone is eerily silent though. I have yet to hear of clubs, only sport teams.