prev>>42232632
>>42234938Need him in inside of me
>>42234938my ex was like this except more arm and chest hair felt like fucking a twinkish werewolf
>>42234960Are you white?
>>42234850like the 50s were such a happy decade
https://youtube.com/shorts/R7NrOhKKm4Y?si=uyspzuSO3L5uNGcPHow's it hangin?
>>42235085I like reading Brett Haliday. I stumbled on his short novels and read a few.
>>42235071what does it matter?
>>42234938post the original too faggothttps://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9KnivfVr-ho/UHMo5MiJygI/AAAAAAAADUA/fs7m3OfACw4/s1600/bush2.jpg
>>42235125He is racist and wants to insult someone he considers not white
https://voca.ro/11GzHijUueuuThis masc enough for you
healthy gay sex
>>42235290
hello my friends that i love
fag
>>42235495nudistfag's revenge
>>42235486hello marea
>>42235486so just shiza?
I'm going to vomit
>>42235486May i see your hole please?
>>42235568same, i took some liver supplement, now feel nausea and had diarrhea
>>42235568Who's this?
>>42235568Lamericans started spamming the gen with black guys as a way to annoy ppl
it should be legal to kill slow drivers. so much time wasted on stupid people getting in the way. the world would be better-off if these goddamn parasites didn't exist. they actually make the road unsafe because people have to brake and switch lanes just to pass them. stupid people need to just fuck off and die
>>42235568
>>42235613You will never have a BBC
>>42235673bbc look like actual human turds. you're disgusting.
>>42235680How you know what a BBC looks like, freaky ass nigga
Why do I feel very inadequate for any cute boy that could be interested in me?I'm not even that fat nor short, I'm quite average.
>>42235603I want to die someone shoot me I have to be productive I'm such a lazy retard
I didn't finish work I had months to finishIm awful Kill me
>>42235613Did they say they're a racist like you, cooper?
>>42235717Call your bf for inspiration
>>42235749I didI'm not productive alone
>>42235738what happens now that you didn't finish?
>>42235775I kms
>>42235714the media, imagine if you lived in a village without any media but weekly singing and dancing at the pub
>>42235738don't be dramatic, tomorrow is another day, clean your room, do your chores, do the work, if it's too late hedge your bets
>>42235788if you're not on a time crunch ask for more time from your boss
>>42235824I'm just paralyzed, it's so much shit I didn't do months ago I'm like resenting starting it so much I want to die what does daddy peterson have to say about when you feel despair because you didn't get your shit done months ago because you were riding on big timelines i'm such a fucking stupid man
>>42235838i have like 3 days to start and finish shit i had 5 months to do
>>42235738How bucko wished she looked
>>42235863this is related to immigration it sounds (visitor visa?), your screwed
>>42235848take benzos and clean your room is the moral imperative
>>42235848it all depends on the consequences really.do you get fired and lose health insurance, banished back to brazil? might be a good idea to consult a doctor, see if you can get major depression diagnosis.get kicked from university? same deal, doctor.if its just fired, than it's tuff but not dramatic.you procrastinate for a reason beyond just being lazy, you probably know the reason and how to fix it.
Fuck crackas
>>42235907not related to immigration and I'm not on a visitor visa, I can work >>42235922what if my room is already clean
wish i was banished to brazil
About to get pozzed. Thoughts?
>>42235927>you procrastinate for a reason beyond just being lazy, you probably know the reason and how to fix it.I didn't totally procrastinate, I was being mildly productive, just not nearly productive enough. I just kept smelling flowers with the work and not doing the hard part of the work.
>>42235960paying the toll
>>42235957Orphan is looking so cunt here
>>42235927>banished back to brazil?this is very possible id kms
>>42234938Dl boyfriend broke up w me bc he’s too in love.
>>42235963what exactly is the work? there's brainiacs here maybe they can help you
>>42235978What's it really like? Tell me please
>>42235987squeak
>>42235957give me your social security card before you go
Pozzing racists
LOL this is why you smell asiago in your nostrils squeaksa
tfw nose is stuffed up but nothing comes out when i blow
>>42235998math research, I've found out people did something close to what I was doing and it just completely and utterly fucked me. thing is i read the research and just forgot about it months ago. do you have any ideas for adapting minkowski spaces to do attraction/similarity instead of repulsion?
>>42236057Hot shower, steam, lots.
>>42236054The glans is disgusting to look at sis. Looks like an axe wound just like the vagina. Cover that shit up sis.
>>42236063academics is not work, this doesn't sound like a phd either, you can extend phd work though right? master thesis can also be extended
>>42236063to adapt Minkowski spaces into a framework for attraction you essentially need to map the distance metric onto a similarity kernel in a standard Minkowski space, as the distance $d$ increases, the "attraction" between two points decreases. To flip this, we use mathematical transformations that bound the result (usually between 0 and 1) and ensure that a distance of 0 results in maximum similarity.1. The Exponential Kernel (Minkowski Kernels)The most robust way to convert Minkowski distance into a similarity measure is through an exponential decay function. This is frequently used in machine learning and radial basis functions (RBF).Given the Minkowski distance formula:$$d_p(x, y) = \left( \sum_{i=1}^n |x_i - y_i|^p \right)^{1/p}$$You can define a similarity score $S$ as:$$S(x, y) = e^{-\gamma d_p(x, y)}$$Why it works: When $d=0$ (identical points), $S=1$. As $d \to \infty$, $S \to 0$.The Parameter $\gamma$: This controls the "pull" or the rate of decay. A high $\gamma$ makes the 2. Inversion reciprocal or linear transformations.The Fractional InversionThis is common in recommendation engines and gravity-based models:$$S(x, y) = \frac{1}{1 + d_p(x, y)}$$The $+1$ in the denominator prevents division by zero when points are identical.The Linear Mapping (Bounded Space)If your data exists within a known maximum possible distance ($D_{max}$), you can use:$$S(x, y) = 1 - \frac{d_p(x, y)}{D_{max}}$$This is useful for normalizing similarity across a specific dataset, though it los$p \to \infty$ (Chebyshev Similarity): Attraction is only gequation:$$F_{attraction} = G \frac{m_1 m_2}{(d_p(x, y))^k}$$By replacing the standard Euclidean $d$ with a MTableGoalFormulaUse CaseSmooth Decay$e^{-\gamma d_p}$Machine Learning, RBF KernelsSimple Score$1 / (1+d_p)$Search engines, simple similarityPhysical Pull$1 / (d_p)^2$Simulations, "Gravity" modelsStrict Bounds$1 - (d/D_{max})$UI/UX Progress bars, Normalized rankingshope that helps xD
>>42236119it'll fuck my funding renewal plans
>>42236057Breathe slowly with a cock dildo in your mouth. Your mind learns to forget it's stuffy.
I want a creepy weirdo to stalk me. I want to worry that my room is bugged. I want to see suspiciously familiar cars at unrelated locations near me.
there are faggots writing their thesis on here. what the shit.
delta, which one?
>>42236151I have 200 hours of experience on this sis. Leave it to me sis.
>>42235957^why am I attracted to this>but also attracted to thisit's like I'm constantly playing ping pong between these two types
>>42236137I hope you find a way to make things work. At the end of the day it's the journey that matters not the end goal.
>>42236124you're conflating two completely different mathematical concepts named after minkowski, minkowski distance and minkowski space (spacetime)the exponential of minkowski distance is NOT a positive definite kernel for all pif you use this formula with p=3 or p = infinity (chebyshev) in a standard RBF algorithm, the math breaks (you might get negative eigenvalues in your gram matrix) causing the optimization to failso no that ain't it
Someday im going to post a webm of me eating a human turd like an candy bar :3
>>42236157not delta but i find this one the most mysterious and therefore the one i'd give a free handjob toi'd be afraid of doing oral or anal with an indian
>>42236164There was a car that I used to see when I went home from work that had the license plate, "wetwork," and I thought it was the funniest shit speculating if it was for me.
Worship fat indian men
>>42236210i'm happy for you
>>42236194it was just Google AI anyway
>>42236137semester is 5 6 months, you lost only that time and nothing else? plead burnout/depression, go into debt and brokefag for several months while your grind it out
LOVE, love lost long ago…It was special then, it’s special now…
I already have hiv :3
>>42236214he kinda looks like Mr waffles but skinny and brown
>>42236210you seem like the type of kid who ate bugs and wiped poop on the walls of mc donald's bathroomsyou have to be pretty awful for you family not to want to help you out of homelessness lol
>>42236243Poz me, king
Love is like a turd It hurts my bumAnd it feels warm And it stinks and sometimes when you look for it its not there 0_0
>>42236238i was planning on getting an internship im just fucked
>>42236233so much for AGI
>>42236249I was a very clean child and actually I just became retarded after I grew up because I got autism later in life
>>42236118Gays always argue circumcision based on looks. Never fuckall consideration for an infant mutilated and traumatized so someone can harvest it in some pseudomedical ritual to please the god of sand peopleGays should just stfu about children and parenting, period.
>>42236268do you really love math? i hate it and feel like i'd go insane trying to turn that into a career
>>42236264I can ship you some of my aids blood frozen in a test tube
>>42236291i doi'm not above onlyfans but I wouldn't want to fuck everything if it didn't work out what makes gays subscribe to an OF that doesn't show face?
>>42236268why are you fucked if you are not immediately terminated? if you arent kicked to the curb in a week, stop spiraling.you can live and shower in a 24h fitness club, ask pancakes for tips on cheap survival>>42236291he can try for finance as a career, bean counters economists
I will have to stop taking my medication though if im going to poz someone but it would be cool to make some thralls i guess
>>42236341>why are you fucked if you are not immediately terminated?>if you arent kicked to the curb in a week, stop spiraling.>you can live and shower in a 24h fitness club, ask pancakes for tips on cheap survivalthere's a deadline for a fund I was 100% going to get if I met it because of my trach record
>>42236336an interesting gimmick like that Orville Peck guy who always wears a mask and somehow got popular in the gay world and country music scene
One time I pooped under the stairs of an apartment building while I was homeless I wonder if its still there petrified
>>42236341>you can live and shower in a 24h fitness club, ask pancakes for tips on cheap survivaloh I did that when I got here because I'm a slow moving fuck I couldn't be bothered to rentI'd work at the airport, shower and read and do my gym then come back to the airport to sleep in one of those pods.
>>42236118sure cheesy breath
>>42236379could I be a prostitute if I can't get hard easily
I think a gaygen podcast would get popular you can have guests on there that post here and interview them
i took my psyllium pills, i douched, and i just got out the shower feeling all nice and clean. my skin is soo soft and smooth, oh gosh, i'm touching myself all over and squeezing my nips too!what causes this sort of behavior in males anyway? how am i supposed to carry on my dna if i'm like this?
>>42236360and this why you cry at night? bitch a fucking grip
>>42236403Can we have sex?
>>42236381no i ate it
>>42236411low ti blame it on birth control inducing more selective breeding patterns in the women to select more effeminate males
>>42236403nobody cares about us >>42236414I AM FUCKED you have no idea, I'll never have this chance again I won't get funding to publish this is fucking awful while this was certain missing the deadline will not guarantee anything afterwards I may have to go back to the slums
>>42236402i don't know anything about prostitution
>>42236386that was his parent's fault if anything
>>422364290_0
>>42236436yo unc just use aidumb ahh boomers istg
Reminder that math nerds are good at math at the expense of semantics and social norms and critical thinking skills. You have absolutely brilliant high iq Chinese mathematicians that still for some reason worship Mao in their bathrooms.
Poop jokes are the funniest thing ever after animal torture jokes and bbc jokes basically I want to get a puppy and give him bbc until he shits everywhere xD (joking calm down peta...)(you eat meat... meat is murder....)
>>42236457ai can't do analysis it's fucking retarded at it ai companies just apply it on proofs which are always useless >>42236437People Pay for Tops, Not Bottomsand I can't get hard easily for ugly peopleshould I take viagra
Does anyone know any good poop jokes
>>42236473no i have fine politics (normal liberal imannuel kant)i'm just rebellious with social norms which is why this general thinks i'm stupid
>>42236432but i have large balls and hairy legs, i can't be low t. i'm a man
>>42236386My foreskin is self-cleaning sis.
>>42236436> funding to publishyeah bud no empathy from me anymore negropublishing paid papers while doing phd is nice and all but not the norm, you kinda deserve, stop wailing on a high level, or rather cry some moreand fix your clown shit
>>42236497You’re not stupid you just have a different vocabulary. Or a different grasp of words. The other thread showed as much. It’s an increasingly common problem. Scientists cannot agree on words and then they end up arguing about something that isn’t the topic at hand.
>>42236486>people pay for topspaying to take a dick will never make sense to me. You would think that whatever leads to that idea would compel a person to re-think wtf they are doing. Lose weight, learn some style, retire to gaydeath, whatever. No pride at all
I am actually stupid
>>42236473I have high emotional intelligence from living with sociopaths since I was born sis. I know all their tricks, manipulations, and gaslighting.
>>42236524Words are all an illusion. They're the worst form of communication. Actions are the only true language of communication.
https://voca.ro/17fyuXrqt0UA
Theres this guy and I think hes cheating on his wife with me because he had a baby seat in his car 0_0 unless hes a babysitter too?
When I say “you’re stupid” it’s not an absolute. Even an idiot could know something I don’t. Or be capable of doing something I cant. The humble genius is still curious even around idiots. Although I am no genius.
>>42236580(ノಠ益ಠ)ノ彡━
>>42236521>yeah bud no empathy from me anymore negro>publishing paid papers while doing phd is nice and all but not the norm, you kinda deserve, stop wailing on a high levelwhy so mean you don't get on nature without paying a freaking high feei got funding before but if i miss the deadline it's over
>>42236580Words aren’t an issue. People are the issue. In theory you can have a much more effective system of meaning among words. People look at words superficially now instead of looking at the essence. They hate overlap. Everything must be packaged into neat little boxes. It’s almost like class cancer you see in roleplaying games.
Be honest wwyd if you went into the bathroom and found me having a bath in your tub...
>>42236614yeah that's why I've given up communicating with people I just rely on body language to get my point across
>>42236612not worthless math gets published on arxiv, i hope springer blacklists you
>>42236629I’d think of the physics - how you could spontaneously appear in such a fashion - rather than your presence alone.
Where do people post who aren't misanthropic nihilists?
>>42236650Reddit
>>42236521you have no idea how much you'd want to shoot yourself in the face if you got accepted and couldn't get in because of the article processing charge>>42236641why do you say that
https://voca.ro/1fMadFh1kOXZ
>>42235562Ts frying me
>>42236642
i'm really horny
Want to get somewhere in America? You have a dream? You need the money first, bitch.
>>42236689i’m visualizing roping
I like blowing bubbles in the bath x3
>>42235568bring back bulemia
>>42236694fuck you
>>42236694that's not true. try as you may to buy your freedom, you'll find yourself a slave to money.
https://voca.ro/13dFJYU3k368
i am NOT protesting against the first person being dropped into the mouth of a volcano being an orphan
>>42236703
>>42236694I suck dick and it turns into money. That's the power of gay sorcery. Turning penis into gold.
>>42236641For your knowledge I tried, nobody cares no matter how good it is unless you have a retarded persona on twitter And I'm too autistic to get a following
>>42236748Stop dog piling on me, I'm already sad I'll leave this general
gnostic bottoms looking for gnosis DM me
>>42236658>you have no idea how much you'd want to shoot yourself in the face if you got accepted and couldn't get in because of the article processing chargethats mildly annoying, kid3k for acta? go to work nigger
>>42236779good
>>42236794I'm too autistic to get a job and I'm already scraping pennies
>>42236748charles dickens is NOT a confusing read to me
>>42236821tuff, dont care
https://voca.ro/19Ts7tVugdJP
>>42236821Why the FUCK are you living on your own rather than living with your boyfriend? It’s very hard living on your own in North America right now. Do you have money being sent from home?
>>42236848Handsome.
>>42236840I don't know how to be an adult, I just focus on studying all the time I got money once but I'm thinking of being homeless and sleeping at the airport again to save>>42236830how are you here if you don't relate to being a failure and a retard
So don't lay another finger on herShe's mine and I still want herIf you put your hands up on herYou're a goner, goner
>>42236888….at this point I’m skeptical if you’re even in a loving relationship if your bf is totally okay with you living homeless in fucking america… …you said he’s living in israel and yet you’re in america…?surely you jest?
>>42236888Let's get married and we can live off my welfare in a tent with a space heater
>>42236912https://voca.ro/1Nn1Eiisv79m
>>42236912he's working there, he can't leave work. when I was homeless I was fine. I took care of myself and I'm more hygienic than everyone with a roof. I cope by studying and it works. I eat little. I don't know why you expect him to be super concerned if I'm fine.
I want to get married but it has to be for love okay 0_0
>>42236912Also I don't accept his money ever out of principle. He only has like 200k and I don't want to burn that when I'm fine.
>>42236985> when I was homeless I was fine. I took care of myself and I'm more hygienic than everyone with a roof. I cope by studying and it works. I eat little.…jesus christ> I don't know why you expect him to be super concerned if I'm fine.…he’s your boyfriend; I’d be disgusted with myself if the love of my life was out on the streets…
https://voca.ro/1mdhWNQ4u4iK
When people give me money, I just take it sis. I know I'm not getting employed. I do pay them back later though by other means.
>>42235978OH so you live somewhere else now? Sucking trumps dick in America? Or maybe in Europe?
>>42237005Unless your boyfriend is literally begging you to accept his money and live in some form of safety and comfort- but you’re for whatever reason denying it- I just cannot condone this sort of behaviour / decision making. I’m surprised.
>>42236912Why would someone prefer to live homeless in American compared to just live with their family in Brazil lol
>>42237023He offers to send me money and pay for a place, I just don't accept because I'd rather have that money invested.
>>42237058Yeah, but for your sake I hope he’s enraged at your choice of not taking it.
>>42237047Because nobody in Brazil cares about analysis
>>42237079Find a better job.
it's kind of weird being a normal, functional person, who has to read psychotic drivel from nonfunctional adults. gee, i wish i could sit around in my room all day and do whatever i want. but i actually got bills
Imagine letting your twink bf live alone on the cold streets in some shithole across an entire fucking ocean wow
>>42237073I love him, he gets it, I live just fine. Sometimes I sleep at university sometimes I sleep at the airport or the gym. It's fine. I shower two times a day.I feel better like this because the adrenaline makes me more productive, which is why I'm considering going back to it. >>42237096I'm good at what I do. >>42237108What Do you have to read 4chan Idgi >>42237114Who's the Twink, my boyfriend is absolutely fine, he owns his apartment.Funny how anons aren't saying my life's perfect anymore.
>>42237079Make your own job. Be an entrepreneur sis.
>>42237153I hope to but it's not that easy to charm people being a turbo autist
>>42237172I just let my body do all the talking.
>>42237148Hypothetically you could be in a very loving and mature and independent relationship, and make the homelessness and long distance work, but it’s still a suspicious situation from an online person’s perspective. >Funny how anons aren't saying my life's perfect anymore.You do appear to have an ideal life, or at least background, in relation to the sorry sods here.
I am doll farts big veins
https://voca.ro/1ks6CAXrqWw2
>itt: men who chose to live as 'gay' find out what 'love' in adulthood from another man is actually worth when you have no legal leverage
>>42236779don't leave, you're the first good poster we've had in months
>>42237201I know I'm probably retarded but I am incapable of comprehending what my actions should be and from my perspective I'm doing the best use of resources and my only mistake was focusing on the fun parts and neglecting paperwork and some grease on relating what I do to other things. If you have any pointers as to something I can read to understand the algorithm I have to follow to be like you that would be great. I agree good math is on Arxiv but if I lose that credential I'll have to rely on soft skills I have none of to get a job. >>42237195I can charm autistic people, of which math departments are full of. I cannot act decently among the rest.
>>42237272I've been huffing my own farts on 4chan since I was 12
>>42237262
>>42237262Freshies have legal leverage sis.
>>42237286Why doesn't your boyfriend get you a visa to live with him in israel?
>>42237275>I know I'm probably retarded but I am incapable of comprehending what my actions should be and from my perspective I'm doing the best use of resourcesTechnically you are. You’re just neglecting yourself the bare minimum of what is considered an acceptable amount of comfort. That’s all. You seem to be okay depriving yourself. I just wish your boyfriend wasn’t. But for all I know you’ve already been through a fight over this.
>>42236752Kek
>>42237346He doesn't have a job in the US I don't have anything to do in Israel He's studying for a government position and I'd hopefully be earning enough to help him with it where I am but I'm currently failing
>>42237216Ok but Jews have been shitting up every latin American country for decades now. Argentina, Brazil, Mexico.Jews don't really build anything. They finance someone else to do it, and then use finance law to squeeze it forever for profit.You saw what happened to Maduro. Imagine if Trump decided to de-Jew the economy here. This is why they love democracy, its easy to corrupt. They cant get away with that shit when schiesters try to talk and lawyer their way out of consequences for robbing the people and instead get a sword to the neck. Its why they hate Muslims so much. "Freedom, democracy and liberation" is how they say "open markets".Its why they have to tip-toe around Asia because there is still national pride in those countries and they know the state wont hesitate to adjourn court and just have them shot.
>>42237372……..
>>42237352Do you use any tools to organize research?
>>42237372oh your bf is a Mossad agent
Niggas is better, whitey
>>42237388We can dream
>>42237148Anons arent a monolith you know. Just a bunch of insane individuals like you and me
>>42237379Jews use cunning, not brawn. They are James Bond villains in mentality, even when they’re not.
>>42237387No. I am incredibly disorganized.
>>42237401>individualsI'm not
>>42237379https://voca.ro/16mQpvDgHvwh
>>42237372HOW has he not gotten you into Israel? What the hell? Is this a pride situation? Is it because you feel like you have nothing to offer over there? That he will be the one taking care of you? Do you always expect to support him across an ocean? What happens when he actually gets the job? Do you still not move over there? How is that a relationship?
>>42236687she's fat
>>42237416Same but this got me in trouble when I forgot to mention a pretty big paper and now I have to show what I did is better than what they did, which I believe it is, but it's a ton of work I neglected for other things and the glory of being conditionally accepted (but I may lose the timeline for the funding so whatever)Do you really not do anything to make you feel like a real researcher? No algorithm? Just fucking around?
imagine 2 femboys mating with each other
>>42237430he looks like he would reject delta, pancakes, samael, and orphan
Orphan I swear to god if your boyfriend is fucking Jewish twinks. You deserved a lot better.
>>42237442https://voca.ro/1iCfUUiXkXMZ
>>42237470> Do you really not do anything to make you feel like a real researcher? No algorithm? Just fucking around?An eight year old learned how to drive a car to macdonalds just from watching a youtube video; he correctly went through numerous intersections and drove to the drive-thru; his only mistake was he didn’t have any money and broke down crying once he realized he wasn’t getting his hamburger. The internet is a disgustingly vast repository of information. You just need to know where to look.
>>42237471rare and beautiful
>>42237402I dont really consider law to be that cunning. Its just talk to keep people from acting. Its why they hate Putin too. Brussels spent a fuckton of money trying to usurp Ukraine's government and suck the resources out of western Ukraine for years and then try to lawyer Ukraine into the EU. Putin sent tanks. And the US was supposed to play bully-for-hire. They keep thinking they can grin-fuck Putin and its not going to happen, if only because he has to worry about his own Jewish support at home.This is how it always happens. Gentile societies suffer because they get caught between factions of warring Jews. Jews figured out that humans need to be social to survive, and rely on law, language, currency and information to function, so those abstracts are exactly the choke points they hijack.
>>42237442We're both trying. His family is complicated (The JOOS) and sucks him dry. I'm over here trying to build anything stable enough so he can come. We're both trying to earn enough so the other can come. I could live with him there I just don't want to be a housewife and I actually could maybe get a job which is what I'm trying. I don't want to be a burden, who knows. He could be fired. He's not earning a fortune.
>>42237499> I dont really consider law to be that cunningThen you’re a fool. It’s all bullshit.
>>42237509> I could live with him there I just don't want to be a housewifey
>>42237493OK I already cried today so I'm past that part. How do I get the hamburger? :( I've read philosophy of science and research guides and I'm still fucking around like a mess
>>42237473So does his boyfriend imagine being born into a land with beautiful intact cocks just to fly to the capital of dick mutilation and the suck such dicks
https://voca.ro/1mGbVdKiufPU
>>42237509>I just don't want to be a housewifeYour integrity is admirable sis. Especially in this age of vacuous amorality.
>>42237440Yeah but I didnt know about South Africa but it adds up. I didnt know specifically about Thailand either but I know they have been sneaking around "emerging markets" for at least two decades now.Also, high five on the dog take fwiw. Mfers living in a one bedroom with piss for a yard legally owning an emotionally and mentally sophisticated animal, taking them out to shit on someone elses grass
i would never suck a circumcised dick. never ever sis
>>42237534It’s not your fault. You just need the drive and incentive and resources to do a thing. That’s literally all that’s preventing people from doing mad science experiments in their backyard. No one wants to diverge or be creative. No one wants to be be spontaneous. I’m also possibly a schizophrenic so being disorganized is just something I have to learn to deal with. But information bases are becoming more and more isolated and worthless so you should focus on trades over math. Engineers and plumbers and heating and ventilation types are making a lot of money. Blue collars are becoming more needed than white collars. It usually flips every couple of decades. Academic snobs forget how to do basic shit. Even Einstein could re straighten his paper clip and went fishing. Academics today would be like “noooo that’s too hard”.
>>42237473Why do all of you care so much about cheating >>42237493 I'll Google how to organize my research on hacker news or something
mega squeak >.<'
>>42237595>You just need the drive and incentive and resources to do a thingNo he needs direction and discipline. He already has the energy to create something. He just doesn't have a clear direction or plan to utilize his strengths and energy.
>>42237595>“noooo that’s too hard”.That's me. Also I'm from Brazil and cannot legally work with any of it. I can only work with math or at best intern (with math because obviously there's no high paying plumbing summer job)
>>42237601Organization skills are everywhere. Also, being a scatter brain is a sign of intelligence. You’re just discarding shit you feel is unimportant. You have to train yourself to retain and not discard.
>>42237629> No he needs direction and disciplineAnd he can do that by being spontaneous and trying something new. Being in a rut never solved anything.
>>42237629Do you have a plan when you do things? What's your algorithm?
>>42237629Japanese and Chinese and Koreans have direction and disciprine and they hate themselves
>>42237645The last thing I did that got me this Position was basically thinking on my own a lot completely devoid of any relationship to prior research then looking for previous works and getting lucky. This time I didn't get so lucky and two motherfuckers got close to me, but my abstractions solve more problems, but it still gave me a ton of work to correct this and made deadlines clash with conditional acceptance. I don't know how to be creative and avoid what others did for sure.
>>42237645I'm pretty spontaneous sis. I just shat out any brain fart that decides to pass my frontal lobe. But I still don't really develop direction or discipline well. For me, at least, I develop direction better if I am cooperating with other people to develop and achieve goals. Problem is most people around me are garbage low-lifes that only drag me down so I have to guard myself most the time.
>>42237662i use https://notebooklm.google/
>>42237696Luck is a big part of life. It sucks. Being in the right place at the right time is a huge part of success in life. It blows.
>>42237662I do use AI for very long term trajectory planning. I dump a bunch of ideas and variables on it and have it help sort it out. I can plan 5 years, 10, years, 20 years, 30 years ahead. I plan for how I want to live my life after my parents die. no idea how receptive you are to AI
>>42237733Thank you + will try. But I did not have luck with AI. I pay for Claude max and it constantly doesn't understand problems and suggests wrong shit or points to non-issues as problems
>>42237718> For me, at least, I develop direction better if I am cooperating with other people to develop and achieve goals. Problem is most people around me are garbage low-lifes that only drag me down so I have to guard myself most the time.That’s very, very normal.
what's orphan's bf look like?
>>42237737Do you want to add me on discord? I relate to you Or maybe these are pedestrian pressures That's my conclusion, just try to spread my surface area, which means I try shit all the time and it takes effort to kill your babies and make something coherent, but each interesting result or idea is so orthogonal and weird to explain.
>>42237769I have his pictures but I’m not posting them out of respect. I think I do anyway. I don’t care enough to check. I have too many pictures from this place, you see. I don’t know why I save stuff I’ll never look at.
i love watching all those cute tiktokers on youtube with their couples making shorts all kissing, hugging and cuddling togetherit's so fun i love it so much i'm just lonely and ugly and stupidi love it so much i love watching other people being happy and getting the most out of life while im stuck in my horseshit home rotting away lonely and depressed
>>42237799why do you save everyone's photos?
>>42237797> Do you want to add me on discord? Why would you dump your info here
>>42237799Thank you but also I'm retarded to have posted so much shit here When you're a child there's no serious consequences to divulging here and I just kept doing it
>>42237737My brother just offered me a job today packing boxes. I'm finna be employed for the first time in 30 years sis.
I just want a bf to snuggle with and who lets me kiss his jaw and doesn't force me to kiss him on the lips and knows I love him anyway I just express it a little differently
>>42237799is he typical Jewish American phenotype? Israeli phenotype? I don't think I've ever seen a Brazilian Jew...that's why i'm curious
>>42237822I just trust people to be nice to me always, it's a defect Probably the same reason gaydead talks about wanting to eat poop in a WebM I divulge in hope of redemption or justification
>>42237797You just have to hope that you’re making the most convenient choices, retroactively. I hate seeing people who deserve so much more in life not getting what they deserve.
>>42237826To be fair privacy is going to become a thing of the past very soon
>>42237856oh you naive little puppy..
>>42237856> I just trust people to be nice to me always, it's a defectSome see it as a breath of fresh air that someone can be so open, lol. I’m very much like that and people open up more when I do. Almost like a contest.
Discipline comes from routine, not inspiration. You don't wait until you feel like it. You simply do it.
>>42237857Well I'll have hope >>42237868I'm sure Science or Neuralink wouldn't divulge what I post here
>>42237856> I divulge in hope of redemption or justificationIn a world of ideas this should be a normal procedure>>42237898The fuck is this vampire daywalker thing
>>42237896> Discipline comes from routine, not inspirationYou’ve never had a child. Stare your kid in the face and your entire life trajectory changes. But I still agree with you, though. It’s a lot harder to derive discipline from inspiration alone.
>>42237886how can you be so open sis? i treat everyone like they're niggers ready to rape and murder my mother. It has done well to protect me from the vile slimes that inhabit this fleshy dimension prison
>>42237920You have to find the right people.
quick buttsteps
>>42237906thank you for the help
Is discord even worth using
>>42237958maybe for freshies
>>42237799Me with all the dick picks I have been sent. I look at them like once in a blue moon. I guess an erect dick is almost a compliment so I guess that's why I save them
>>42237949oh hell nah you done doxxed orphans ass
>>42237949ok this is seriously disturbing I'll leave
>>42237797What do you use discord on? A phone? Isn’t that terrible?
>>42237985Computer and phone, why
>>42237918Moot
>>42237949Nudify him immediately
Orphan’s boyfriend legit looks like a part of the Skarsgard family lol Lucky
>>42237949Can you please delete that :( I'll never post here again
>>42237920Mental illness wtf
>>42237996Do you have a laptop? Do you have a backpack containing all your essentials? I’m just trying to picture how you make do on the streets. I knew I guy who had his laptop grabbed right out of his hands.
>>42238021you doxxed like 10 different trips during your time here lol
>>42237949make them kiss
>>42238021See this is what I mean when I say there is no privacy anymore
My roommate said my new shoes make me look like a retard ;_;
>>42238035I've never doxxed anyone ever I just bantered and said I would for a bitI was also young But I never did do it And it wasn't 10, it was 1, bishit. And I talked to him later and admitted I just wanted to scare him so he'd think I was manly. It was stupid but I never actually did anything.
Honest thoughts :( what shoes should I be wearing instead to make me look less mentally handicapped
Plz gen Orphan with a bbc bull bf
Jesus Christ you guys are awful
>>42238061I deleted it but it's no use, there's like 4 different sites archiving everything and people save shit.
>>42238076I hope you step on a lego
>>422380764? What are the other 2?
>>42238088>>42238088>>42238088new
>>42238084:)
>>42237797I’d also give you my info but I don’t trust the faggots here not to ruin everything
>>42238105Just @ me with advice or if you need help with anything I could help you with and I'll come through searching "orphan". If you ask for help I'll include orphan in the response so you can find it.
>>42238130This is why trips are handy. I ctrl + f all the time.
>>42237898Another example of the great gay irony. Gays are so certain they have an intuitive empathic ability to relate to men, and yet it is the fact that they chase dicks that men cannot relate to at all and literally use the term 'gay' to mean lame, retarded or pathetic.It was probably true at one time until gays, like women, were instructed to take a side directly opposing everyone who wasnt, and then wondered why romance fled, the bar lowered and the dating pool turned to shit.
>>42237737Well that's why my life has sucked since I was born. I was just born unlucky
