>Mom coddled and spoiled the fuck out of me as a kid, led to a lot of problems>for some reason bank transing on being able to live out my own personal fantasy with a girlfriend>but no other person will ever compare to the weird stockholm syndrome love my mother gives off>so... my whole transition fantasy is null before it starts, therefore I have never transitionedRealized this last night when I was petting myself thinking of stuff that got me excited and seeing that all of it was maternal in some way. I know I'm really fucked but how bad is it. Could I fix myself within a year or so? She also used to touch me a lot in ways I've seen people describe now as problematic.
>>42247836I dont see how transitioning plays into your fantasy
>>42247895Well basically I don't really care about my own feelings enough to give something like transitioning validity. Because it would affect other people negatively I try not to give in. I don't care how positive it would make me.
>>42247836RIP my thread. Goodnight.
>>42247836I don't know who this guy is but he looks like a sex offender
>>42249922He's a tranny beneffiter
>>42247836In this, he says, if he isn't making money doing what he loves, then he isn't making money. If you continue on having your needs fulfilled by your mom you won't find opportunities to fulfill them anywhere else. It's also possible that the change from one to the other may be so great that you no longer desire transition or your mother, but that's the risk. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=G6PoZreqlZ4&pp=ygUmcXVpbnRvbiBqb2Ugcm9nYW4gdGFyYW50aW5vIG1vdGl2YXRpb24%3D
