>be me, go to rural white high school>black>constantly forced to be around a bunch of conservative white boys who basically see me as a class clown>don't fight back because I have no self respect (repping?)>also scared of what they'll say but I honestly shouldn't have been a coward >there is one group however that's outwardly nice but still as stuck up as the rest to not take me seriously>except for one boy who as far as I can remember is genuinely nice to me and takes stuff I say at face value>hope to become better friends with him because our schedules is so different>senior year, covid happens>last year of highschool and online so extremely hard to make new friends>finally forced to confront tranny feelings but get lost in fapping to femboy porn to cope instead>mindlessly scrolling through stories one day when I see he posted a selfie of him wearing a dress>wait wtf>why is he kind of hot>"nonono thats weird I bet all his friends hate him now i mean i cant do that without repercussions so why cant he?">posts a video the next day of him just driving in his car>he looked so happy and >I can't lie I wanted him so bad fuck>kept posting stories of "him" crossdressing around our rural town1/2
i'm on the edge of my seat
>>422506332/2>eventually after covid they fizzled out and he went full on manmode with a beard and mustache>deleted all of his crossdressing pictures>I think I met up with him in college and he was still crossdressing but could be a fake memory>over the years I realized that him in a dress is the hottest I've ever seen someone look>ff to now>hes still outwardly manmoding and I assume not on E>I say manmoding because he has a "please put me in female clothes" type face>still hanging out with his hs friends>'hes prob gay. I could feminize him!' I thought>nope he has a gf who is also black and also mogs me in every fucking way>literally a professional model>but I can tell by the way he carries himself and takes pics he might actually want to be a girl>im still a man but hopefully will get on e soon>still a huge fucking loser who will probably end up in some fucked up transbian polycule without him in itI don't think "he'll" ever read this but if by some miracle he does, get on e and save yourself. Or at least try wearing female clothes again...
absolute cinema
>>42250663>>42250663I looked at his instagram and there is one or two pictures left over from that era and FUCK was he hot. He would mog everybody on this board if he had the slightest bit of estrogenized facial changes. He might never need to get ffs. It gets me really sad in a romanticized way but maybe it's for the best nonas, I don't think I could hang around any of his highschool friends. Think I saw a lot of them posting center right conservative stuff when trump got re-elected. I just hope if he's actually trans he spreads his wings and flies ikywim.
>>42250663>>42250633You are just projecting because. You want him to be like you nigga
>>42250767I mean yeah but isnt that all lesbian relationships though?
